Chiselled In Time!

Felt this huge chasm of time, where my life has paused, stopped & those who've walked along have flow far away in the sky. Where in trying to please and make some souls happy, who were relentlessly bent on not to be...Or appreciative of anything...where I've spent years with such close -mindedness & how those dark times, seeped their black-ink, that blotted all that I was here to give. Oh! How did I loose my hand with life.... Have all my years of hard-work of Passion of belief in my spirit been not-worthwhile...Oh! How come my souls longing have not touched thy feet, how come my wish to serve thee, has not culminated in such Grace! That heavens would open all Closed-gates, so alas I'd Dance & be free! How come I'm still standing here deep in this chasm, where all my cries in silence have numbed, yet I breathe! Was there any truth...in my prayers ever...was it Pure like the very First-Cloud that thou painted in thy blue-sky; White in all its Pristine Glory! If it was so...Then Alone Reach Me! Otherwise from this end of chasm; thou shall not hear me cry...ever... Nor even a sigh! Nor tears that weep! For I'll be like those imprints on rocks, forgotten, etchings of time... Drawn and chiselled in crevices, By thy wind! . To all those who've had the strength & spirit to walk with broken-dreams; dreams that flutter in silence and make one weep. It's been almost 18years when my life changed due to chronic illness, which has not allowed me to fully express myself as an artist. And after scribbling down my feelings, when I quietly sat, this is what He answered from within . When you're being chiselled You're being touched by the hand of God! So, why fret all the bleeding! When He Alone Knows...How to reveal that; Ingrained Beauty Of Thy Soul! These times of being Chiselled; Oh! How beautiful are these moments of pain... For He alone holds you & he alone blows his breath, to dust off all that your naught! . Copyright: Meghna/2018