His Soul!

My Beautiful Beloved! You gave me a piece of thy soul... But am I even worthy of that... My Lord! You gave me this untold pain... A Pain that transcends stories... For there's no personal story left...Oh! How can I even see myself as a victim...When I carry Thy Heart within Do thou think I'm worthy of this gift??? Oh! This burden of its weight has crushed my spirit... Tears well up, Yet! Words fail me... You gifted me this pain... When some souls unable to fathom its depth...Ask! "Is it something someone did or said" But! How can I ever explain them... That My Beloved send his lost ones on my path...& they were filled with such pain that voiced its rage... Piercing my heart. Burdened by their desires, they knew naught what they gave... But! My Beloved knew it...all along the way... And hence before he gave me their pain...He gave me a piece of His Soul! So that through these dark nights... I'll still find my way back home! Do you know what it is to carry Gods heart within as yours... For that The Beloved! Has to breathe in you... "His Heart Of Gold!" That transcends all stories... Even the duality in Forgiveness... Till it becomes a Tear drop Suffused in His Love! . Just leaning over Coco, while he's placed his head in Atuls lap...some unsaid moments...simplicity of life..just being there . Copyright: Meghna/2018