When You Are there....But Not Really There!

When you've carried a wish for long...

And tended it as the breath of thy soul...

Yet! It breaks into a million pieces...

And like tears it slips out and flows through all of the creases...

When the pain has sunk right into thy bone...

Yet! Burdened & choked thy breath lay heavy...as though thy heart shall not surpass this storm....

For the only reason that you lived for....

Thy Beloved! With his very own bare hands...took away it's light....

And then you breathe... A Heavy Breath!

As the darkness swallows thou without even a sigh!

"For even if you're there...

You are truly not There!"

As the light within you fades...

For thy Beloved Lord...

Left you...Even though he promised- Never to abandon you...

Even beyond Eternity's Gate!

And Thy Sole need too....He chose to take...

The Only Need that held you Steadfast through all of those countless dark nights...

Hoping....That Thy Beloved Lord shall breathe in it wings.....

With His Blessings, that he's happy with you, that you could make him smile!

If I'm not your artist, my Beloved Lord...then I'm not an artist anymore

Meghna Loke