My Sun-Beam!

Today I've offered my self at my Beloved lords feet

A few drops of light....

And my Sun-beam!

Memories in thoughts that pain carried...And unsung songs;

That were sealed on my lips

For Broken bodies when they break; Not a sound they make

As pain has no voice you see...

Hence it just swallows thy soul

Without even fluttering thy wings

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When life seems to ebb

Be Still! Silent as a tree;

For the birds of a distant sky

Heed naught...the pain you breathe

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Yesterday evening while walking with Coco, I had a sudden jolt in my head and blacked out, energy draining such that there & there I was going to collapse. Instinctively my first thought was, if I pass out, what about coco, and then immediately my gurus name came on my lips, that help me. I walked a few steps and stood besides a car & leaned there till I could regain. I've been living with chronic pain for close to 18years & have had episodes where my body shuts down

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I feel pain is gods silent gift. It silently sucks life from my toes & veins, I was amidst many people, yet none around on that street knew. The last time too when I blacked out & collapsed Coco was right by my side, caring for me, he's a senior most therapy dog & apart from mine he's touched many lives, volunteering for Animals Angels foundation.

But this time we were on a street & I felt what will happen to Coco.... Faith is my only succour at such times & as my guru often says, when strong winds blow, my beloved child be calm & still. Yet! my heart goes out to all who silently brave pain. At such times I hold my Beloveds hands; Coco & my Guru Sri Satya Sai, who are the roots beneath my feet; so that through such storms too I'm still!

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For Coco

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Copyright: Meghna/2019