My Purple Tinge!

This Oh! What can I say, I've drank wine... Directly poured from Gods lips I'm Spoiled with A Love Like his.... & now to settle down... To a Love of human-conditioning Makes it loose its Purple-Tinge! . There have been nights when Coco waits for me...so that I may gather all of myself & be on my feet. He waits without any questions or judgments, willingly one with me. It's funny that it's been 18years & I don't even know the name of this sickness that's consuming my every nerve & cell & fatigue is all that's left. It takes hours at times to gather myself up, so that we may give rest to our bodies in slumber. Even the walk from living room to bedroom is nothing short of a battle....when your head can't register a thing & you're aware of the breath that's slowly slipping. Can my words ever describe this pain I live....i wonder.... I guess... that's for you to tell...but truly having Coco besides makes me feel it's all going to end well . For all those who live with chronic pains, believe me having a dog besides is very calming. Their Love is not something a human heart carries. He senses & listens to my silence, & to his sonorous breath, he sings me a lullaby every night. It's been weeks of bad days; where this body is again falling apart, yet he gives me strength to not loose my heart. The pain episodes wear me off with life, yet Cocos presence alone helps me sail these tides. Breathless...as though a thousand needles poke right in your head...as energy drains out of my feet...Yet! He breathes hope in me...that My tomorrow won't be like my yesterdays but anew with life's kiss! His Love is my purple tinge; my wine of life....that alone keeps me going . Salute to all who brave through pain silently & to the strength of love that animals around us give . Copyright: Meghna/2019