Gentle Are The Ways Of Love!
- Mar 12, 2019
- 2 min read
For a large part of my life, I kept Silent through this pain & only lately a couple of years back I started to share this journey. I kept silent cause along with a constant physical pain, I was dealing with this quest of what is this illness that's gripping me down, along with dealing with doubting doctors who when couldn't help would sum it up as it's all just in your head. And of course the most challenging part where I was constantly put under scrutiny of judgements & comparisons. The difficulty to diagnose which autoimmune disease it is that has irreparable damaged the muscles & nerves. Yet the day I started sharing this journey & expressing through art, I realised the strength of my Spirit!
Pain is a silent companion & it takes a toll on ones mind & body. And especially prior to Cocos coming I went about all by myself, along with Atul, who has been this silent rock on which I stand. But something changed with Cocos coming, it's like he took our burdened minds. It's not easy at 25 there's a 360 shift & slowly everything that defined you & made you is taken. We are taught math & science, but no one teaches us how to steer through this unknown path. Love alone holds us steadfast. Love infuses hope for tomorrow. I don't even know what is tomorrow, as I try to wrap my brain thinking from yesterday what's changed. As tears stream down my eyes, I wonder how can I change my tomorrow from yesterday. Maybe I can't...maybe it's not meant to be. For the broken wings that carry this fatigue body, are luminescent as God infuses in them his Rainbow
For me there are no tomorrow's just a stream of constant pain, where I'm "Still" "25" & life moves around. Yes it's all in the mind, hence now Coco blooms flowers of hope in my head. And maybe you could carry its fragrance as our Love. Thank you from both Coco & I, for giving us your time & reading our heartfelt verse
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Gentle are the ways of Love!
For in its cares, every thorn of pain
That sketches life's grittiness
As Art! So that you & I...Could share our stories...And leave behind....A little part of us...
In someone's heart!
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Copyright: Meghna/2019
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