Love Carries Me In His Arms!
- Mar 14, 2019
- 2 min read
I'm there with you
Through all your thick & thin
I'm there with you even before
You sigh or plead
I'm there with you
My beloved one through this
As even before your body
Shuts or collapses ....
From every cell within
Right through thy nerves & bones
Even before you call out to me
It is I Alone who bear the storm
& with my Grace alone
Let the desert dust pass....
Even without touching thee!
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A time comes when boundaries between poetries, art & life blur & we are here to share our stories.
And for me my story is only about Faith & Love. Today morning I woke up once again knowing my body is going to shut down. And I was concerned how will I walk Coco & immediately this thought came- "I'll Carry You In My Arms My Child!"
I laid next to Coco a while & again that voice said, "Come On Now, Lets Go!" And I took a shorter route, body wanting to droop in ground, while Spirit carrying me & Coco in his arms. Coco was fully present, aware, being with me. Atul who's travelling on assignment happened to call around that time & I briefly said, "i'm again down" as my breath became heavy. Saying I'm not able to take the Sun, I'll blackout, though right through my spine, I was in chills. He knowing about the condition I go through day in & out, said, 'conserve energy, Call me & let me know, once you'll safely reach home, I'm concerned".
We did reach home & I let my guard off, laying on bed, while Coco not leaving my side, with his intermittent cry & heavy breathing enforcing more love in my heart. As I lay there telling him, don't worry this too shall pass.....
If you think I'm here sharing story of pain, then you've just read it half, no this is my story of most unconditional selfless love in the form of Coco & my Guru Shree Satya Sai. Who've made me fearless & Surrender to him as he constantly speaks to me as this voice of my spirit. To me there's no distinction between my Guru & Coco & thats a way of showing through my story how animals truly carry light of His Soul.
Maybe this story shall give you strength to know Faith, Love & Surrender!
For through this autoimmune disease, where there is no line of treatment or any medication that I'm on, because the doctor & science is unable to pinpoint the diagnosis, through this all, i'm every grateful to have experienced this Gift of Fearlessness & Such Love that soars my spirit & carries me in his arms
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Copyright: Meghna/2019
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