A Heart Of Gratitude!

Flowers of Gratitude Stem from my heart! For not only have you walked with me....But have carried me in your arms. This life of Pain has been A Blessing Indeed! To Have Known! That even my Silence; My Lord heeds; While the world fails to listen Even the words of my heart! When my bones crush down to my knees; It is My Lord Alone; Who holds my hands And makes me walk on his feet! . A Love that guards & protects like the eyelids protects the eyes. When on the fateful day of 3rd November 2001, my life slowly drifted to a place of such pain that only lately is known to be some sort of an autoimmune disease. And yet a week to that fateful day, this form of Love came in my dream & showed me, not only he knows what's coming my way, but his Love made sure this dark sinister cloud hanging on my head, would not swallow me. He knows even a feeble cry of pain, even the sigh & the way body constantly falls apart.

. He listens to my Silence, when at times I'm baffled by the minds who can't understand these simple words when I say- I'm in pain; A pain that stops me from doing anything considered normal like. Be it walking, talking, even breathing, where I've spent 18years struggling to even prepare meals & pain drifts me into silence, where He Knows all that I've braved through. He knows for he's in my heart or I'm in his, maybe it's just one heart now, that with Gratitude he's filled. I've lived by this form of Love; of God Alone as my strength & he has never failed me. For Love doesn't doubt or judge, but in oneness of knowing it's only there to save thee! . Copyright: Meghna/2019