Faith!

Faith is A Knowing! That though the path ahead may be strewn with thorns.... But the hands of my Beloveds Softer then Petals shall... Shower His Grace & Shield me.... All along! . In the darkest of turmoils this voice from within speaks; that my child, this too shall pass, just hold on to me. Yesterday once again the body went its way & I just couldn't give myself the strength to even eat or prepare meals. It was almost 11pm when I finally could, for Atul is travelling as otherwise he simply takes over & makes sure I'm fed. I was speaking to mom, who is a Rock in my dads life through his physical downfall & who has to currently undergo dialysis was sharing how tired he is. Pain of ones body is intimately connected to mind & it is at such times thoughts like dark clouds-cloud. It resonates with me this constant physical downfall. But Faith is knowing that Love holds us steadfast. That Love never fails & leaves indelible signs through these gruelling hours.

Once a very good friend asked me, when I go through such black-outs how do i manage, knowing it's only Coco besides & I can fall & pass out. Those moments your spirit raises to that divine power & derives strength & solace, through its Faith & knowing that I'm not outside the reach of my Beloved!

The first thought that comes is "Lord hold me!" And so he has unfailing....

Faith is of the spirit not body nor even mind. When everything fails Faith alone is my breather. It's a space of Surrender where you give all charge to him & he then no longer walks besides but carries thee. Through this 18years I've realised Faith has not even once failed me.

To the rocks in our life; my mom, Atul & Coco, who makes sure flowers bloom our path & to my Beloved Lord who constantly gives me signs that he's knows it all & is never far . Copyright: Meghna/2019