A Mothers Love!

My Breath sings prayers for this sweet soul; Who chose to enter at the most difficult times in my life Who heard the whispers I sang to this universe, So that my motherly Heart could express its voice He chose to walk as my companion So that even through this sinking body, I'd still have the strength Just looking at him, infuses in me a calm, For with him I'm this Child full of possibilities; That can bring down this universe to weave him a tapestry of stars! . Yesterday night I was once again going through the flares related to autoimmune. I knew that I was slipping & such was the pain that I felt I might not make it. My only thought was Coco, So I phoned Atul, who's currently travelling on an assignment to tell him if anything happens to me...then take care of Coco.

I made sure not to lock the bedroom door & even kept a bowl full of water for him in case I pass out, while snuggling him I woke up in the morning & after a while when I checked my cell, there were 6 likes on the same post posted on Instagram way back in 2018 . In that post, I had shared this beautiful message of my Guru-

There's a story of A Guru & his students, who once offered their Guru some Pakodas (fried balls made from gram-flour, potatoes and chilly) making sure they weren't too pungent. With great care & love they offered. The Guru being omniscient picked one and ate, upon which his eyes were red and face began to sweat. The students were shocked thinking they took great care not to make it spicy. The Guru then smiled and told the students, the Pakodas are all fine, but just this one had a lot of chilli in it and I knowingly picked it.

To tell you, " In your life when you'll encounter any situation that is too hot or spicy to handle, I'll take the chilli, so that you won't have to bear the heat" . This is no mere coincidence that 6 random people would like the same post, that too posted way back in 2018 & in a span of 2.30 to 9am. To me through this my Guru showed that he knows the pain I was in, yesterday night & that he's taken the heat of it.

These sings of love are what gives me strength, for my first thought through it was as a mother to Coco, that he should be taken care, while my Divine Mother showed that she too has taken the heat, that she knows all & cares

. Copyright: Meghna/2019