For Now We Are Love!

Pain can crush us No Furthermore For Now We Are Love!

. Love gives completely itself, love does not calculate, the words it pours are that of conscience. God speaks through hearts who in pain have become love. My health has been going downhill for last few days. My dad too who's in ICU due to complications is battling his end. Though after an entire night of prayer for his wellbeing there's a little ray of light. Atul who was in Srilanka documenting is on his way home, due to my dads emergency. We all are trying to find meaning in our life . The only meaning I can find through this unbearable pain, where I feel like a fog in my head & can't breathe nor speak is that through this entire journey, where most people were unable to understand what I was going through, this pain didn't make me bitter towards them. This pain has transformed me into love. I've become like Coco. Like my Guru.

Pain can either break you & make you resentful & out of hatred remove the worst in you. Or it can take you to higher planes, where you'll even share the last loaf of bread with another. You won't let fear of body consciousness be the reason to hurt any one. You want to know what real gold or diamond is. It is when you have nothing yet you give to the other.

When you reach such heights in love God carries you. These words are being poured, while the body is in unbearable pain & mind thinks not. Whenever I am at this threshold of pain where it reaches towards my head making me unable to breathe & feels I'm gonna pass out or won't make it, it's this Love of Coco that alone saves me. I'm sure even for my dad it's his will to be there for mom. Love is simple & beautiful. It's okay if for some reason you can't help or pray or wish well to another but refrain from harm. And for those who've been on receiving end of some sort of abuse or hurt, let pain not let you drown, let it turn you into love. For Love we art! This is the meaning that Pain has given to my life & am thankful I can share this love

with Coco through autoimmune disease . Copyright: Meghna/2019