A Beautiful Black Picture!

Mom, with such Fortitude you bear the pain, God kneels down to whisper to me...That this journey that we've begin on...He Shall not Fail thee! For thy every strife of breath, A Silken Song his love weaves, As You Paint to his call, thy very act is a worship, For He Knows; Thou Live to leave behind art only as an offering! . Yesterday night as Coco & I lay, letting all things go, being with each other, yet in our space, as the white sheets between us creased in pain, as we abandoned ourselves to the days fatigue-ness. In Cocos eyes I see the value of my life. That even though this body is dwindling in such unbearable pain, as My each breath is a struggle to be, Yet this moment of togetherness, cocos Love strengthens me. I let the minutes pass, though it was already the early mornin' hour, Yet! I just couldn't gather the strength to even lay myself to sleep. As the night queen enveloped us, asking won't you fulfil thy today's dream. So I begin to sketch, as Coco still lay besides me on bed, while ink kissed the paper, etching into its grains, a beautiful black picture I knew, I were to paint.

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And the folds & creases of his ears, calmed my nerves, for sketching to me is meditative as breath stills, while only your eyelids dance from paper & back to my love that's Coco, who inspires me to paint & sing. A calm sense prevailed as I fulfilled my today's calling, a sketch a day I've promised to myself, for the gratitude that Cocos Love fills me with.

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Through this autoimmune.... This body let it fall, for if my pictures speak the story of this failing body, my sketches show the strength of my Soul! For To Love & Be Loved is to leave behind your gift so that it may inspire others in similar strife here on earth. And even if one soul maybe touched then even this journey through pain is worthy. For like Coco, I only wish to leave behind the legacy that Love Is! . A beautiful sketch book gifted by Atul, time of sketch- 1.22am . Copyright: Meghna/2019