Like A Cloud Of Light That Sings!

What is it in us that rises through darkness. What is in us that fears to show our vulnerable self. Why do we cage our simplicity with words of world, why do we not let go off our minds to reveal the beauty of our self.

Everyday I wake to the sameness of pain & illness, yet this beautiful soul besides invokes in me strength.

O! How do I put in words what he's done, how we've grown inspite of Broken Wings that bled.

Much has transpired in these 18years since my health downfall.

I've experienced bitterness that people chose to live & the manipulation of ego that fears to give.

I've seen people getting offended by curls of my hair & lipstick I wear. Even my physical pain would trigger a bully in them. I've seen the fears that Blame often wears.

We learn to camouflage our littleness with sweet words when the world is present, yet one look, one word is enough to reveal its darkness. I've given more than a second chance to minds that bleed, while I've experienced a numbness of how shall I carry on like this. God does place his beacons of light where darkness is too dark. But only if you judged less of me with an awareness of your thoughts.

Why does one judge & bully, when the pain within them, blaming cannot heal.

Coco came when there was an air of numbness & I had nothing more left to give. With his Love he breathed soul to my words & art once again opened the treasures of Self-Love. He's seen me struggling through pains of body & mind. He's heard my silence & cry

This physical body though wore-off & my life hangs on faiths thin thread, Yet I have no resentment left.

For "A Cloud of Light sings to me;

That Souls like mine, God Weaves from his very own Breath!"

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Copyright: Meghna/2019