Today When I Kissed Coco!

When a Cloud of pain looms large...

making it difficult to breathe

I shall find solace;

With this angel besides me

He breathes hope into all of my darkness & with threads of light

Weaves me wings

For excruciating this journey of pain has been

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It's been a long road that I've taken...there's quietness in my home & words have poured the strength, tears & even my unsung-songs.

Since giving bath to Coco there's a throbbing pain in my right hand. Pain has a way to not just strip the essence of life from under the pores of your skin, but it even makes a mind weary. One day we shall truly know our achievements were never in how much likes we garnered, how much our works have been acknowledge, but how Silent are we in the minds.

How much silent can we sit in a place. Pain has made me sit for last 18years & I've seen the mind relents in its need to swallows the darkness of all that that shouldn't have in one's life taken place.

But Cocos presence has chipped off a lot of this darkness that a mind carries & I see this mind dwindle into the presence of being Through this excruciating pain all I do is to be aware of my breath & prayers that murmur under its wraps

If you have a silent mind, you'll be aware of Gods lips that kiss thy soul tenderly & today by kissing Coco, I kiss away this painful mind, that for long has made me wearied

While one may have journeyed the earth, I've traversed through the darkness of mind only to realise there's nothing more precious than Self-love.

A Kiss to life, with Coco, through this autoimmune disease

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Copyright: Meghna/2019