Everything My Beloved Serves Is Only Out Of Love!

What can I do...My Beloved!

I refuse to believe this pain has come for I've sinned...

For there's too much of You in me to separate this truth within...

This pain has made me leave doors of this world & brought me to thy threshold.

It has bloomed flowers & made Words sprinkle stars.

It has made an angel drop from the sky; so that one may believe in miracle of love.

If this pain was given to me, it was only because I could breathe a heart like yours for haven't these words been thy whispers.

When one loosely phrase; this is all karma; to them I say, it is only because you've seen naught; how even on my eyelashes I feel my Beloveds breath, as I dwindle more & more in the light then a closed-mind-instead..

Love senses pain & in its giving it makes you Whole.

It's only the most painful experiences that awakens us.

When all ways of the world fails, that failure makes you turn within.

Through this autoimmune illness where there's no way out from bodily pain, Ive traversed through darkness & have realised I'm not the failings of my mind nor body.

When someone very casually points this is your karma, I but smile Gods smile, for through his eyes, he does not separate me, as in his presence of grace all karma fails.

The whirring of the fan may seem like a karmic-cycle where breaths heave sighs, but only if you could see the love that I've become as I experience its light.

Today when pain surfaced from the pores of my skin, Coco kept both my hands under his paws, as I gasped for breath & for 45 minutes he kept licking. He sniffs my bodily imbalance.

At times pain may come to you not because you've wronged, but because you chose to be woken from this dream-song. This spacie of Love where I'm at, I see the body going through its downfall while the touch of light has healed my soul.

Today I have gratitude for each experience that has brought me here, for all closed-doors who knew naught how to help. For within the layers of these so called darkness I've found this light of the Self. With Coco.

Copyright: Meghna/2019