You're Not These Moments Of Failings!

As Pain embraces body

Through each breath life energy drains & within every pore of my skin...Heat-breaks....

As fatigue bodies fade...

Where time slows down...

To make mind forget itself out...

Dwindling life's energy from the heels of my sole...

Yet! This Space within...

Whispers it's note;

"You're not this moment of failing"

But Gods Breath;

That never gives up

For You're Verily Himself!

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Yesterday's day went by as one of those bad days on physical plane, gripped by a very testing autoimmune flare-up. While retiring for the night, I told Coco, "I'm not feeling good, give me a promise that you'll take care of mamma" & without a second he stretched out his paw & put it on my hand as an assurance, while kissing me. We barely slept & he kept checking on me. I believe animals are God sent Breaths to heal souls like mine, who have walked through pain silently. Before Cocos coming those eight years were dark. Though physically I'm experiencing more of this storm Cocos presence has given me courage to endure. He listens, as God listens & the only way he helps me from one moment of pain to another, is by being present fully. This Space of Love shows me the way; to choose That Self above all thoughts. For thoughts that breathe minds of fear, only speak to tear apart. I've experienced those darkness of minds when my body could no longer serve them

Yet! It's made me realise, that more than the loss of ones body; the Loss of ones Self alone hurts

The events of our lives should not make us bitter for that sickness eats up on oneself.

Let everything make you grateful; especially the most painful of events where many choose to leave your hand, you choose your Self. This pain has opened the doorways of my mind to heart. For there's no greater sickness than living with a body, yet no heart

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These are the most pressing yet the most beautiful moments of my life; As My Beloved Presses His Lips Upon My Soul & Reminds me of all that I'm naught! For I'm not my thoughts, nor body

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Copyright: Meghna/2019