A Violets Hope!

Have you waded through the waters...that are dark & blue...& waited nights & days...to find meaning & sense of truth...in this biting nothingness of cold...till your breath gasped for your soul...for a glimmer of light...for air...so that the tears you wept...didn't get lost...in waters dark...beneath...that drank it all...for waters can either quench...or swallow life...where you gasp for air...as you sink inside...Yet! Barring your soul above...to make sense....for how can their words...that have not felt...these strong currents...be of any help....until it's taken the ground beneath their feet..& drank in all the air...While one tries to survive...& not sink! . Maybe through all the pains that life gives...If only we can Love ourselves & Forgive ourselves deeply then we'd be the essence & fragrance of a violet that blooms hope even through waters in which it sinks! For if love is thy way then you've already chosen God over everything. I've come a long way to loving myself. To seeing myself from beauty through his eyes. When this chronic muscular & nervous system pain turned my life 18years back, I didn't even know that I had the strength in me to brace these storms. God loves you not because you may or may not achieve anything in this world. We usually look down upon those with sickly bodies, often looking pass that space within their hearts where God blooms flowers. We try to make sense in our futile existence of what on earthy planes we achieve. Yet! To Love like God Loves is to be Nothing! I've seen this nothingness through the eyes of the world that reduces a mans worth & ive embraced this nothingness through Gods Love. For to truly Love ones Self is to know that all that darkness was only to show me the way to Love & I n being nothing, empty we are made Whole! If you're going through some pain or darkness, don't see yourself through the worldly eyes, instead listen to the voice of your spirit, that's kind! . Copyright: Meghna/2019