Why Coco Chose Me!

On a bed of clouds... I've laid my past to rest... Thorns that pricked my soul... There I've grown flowers instead! . Today Coco peered right into my eyes, saying you need to move on mom, for you too need to give yourself a chance...for the strength you've shown in challenging times. Move on on wings of faith...& let me nurture your failed body with strength of my love instead. You've given many a weak minds a chance to life & in the process their negativity buried thy spirits light. You know mom, how we pets select our homes, for it is to give strength to souls who seem lost. My coming to you was for a reason...to make you not loose heart in things that are good. I shall take thy pain away & make you believe in Loves miraculous ways. I know thy sadness & pain & even the strength in thy vulnerability. In these moments of silence I'm with you. Today morning when you wept, I cried too. . It's been almost one & a half month & I'm still struggling to walk without pain. One doesn't resent what one choses to do selflessly. Yet I've come to realise that loving yourself is the most powerful of gifts. It's okay to say "No" when you can't meet life's day to days. It's important to nurture ones body. The relations that leave for your sickness were never truly yours. And if in return of all that you gave they chose to hurt, then it's better to move on. Pain has taught me many things but above all its brought Coco to me. He sees & Listens to all that's unspoken & in my moments of breaking pains, he's one with me in tears. To see him cry with me shows his strength of love I Know to most these are just words but to experience a pain that sweeps the ground beneath your feet & A Love that gives one its wings, is something that cannot be fathomed by minds With prayers & strength of love, through this chronic pain of 18 years, I take my first step towards healing to give a chance to me & Coco . Copyright: Meghna/2019