Do You Know What Pain Is!

I asked him do you know... What is Pain...He said...I see it in your eyes everyday... I asked him...do you know what is Love...he said I heed it in the silence of ones toe...in heaviness of breaths...in whispers of prayers...& paws that are cracked...for fatigue in bodies who turn to me...their hearts I strengthen with a force to give...I asked him...why do those from whom much has taken give...he said...because they understand the value...of a loss that's heavy... for Love does not ask...nor bargain hearts...I asked him...why do pain pierce...a thousand needles...on my scalp...With eyes wet...He whispered; My Bloved...it is to let you know...It is I who carries you...when all pain-threshold...is beyond ones capacity to bear... I asked him...Beloved; I have no true freind...will you be the one...who wishes me well...he rushed to me...made my pain his...So that through this night...through me he could breathe...& my fatigueness...was His to live...Maybe Pain comes to teach us love...That Alone rescues our lost souls! I ask you; Do you know what is pain...& has it rescued your soul! . Last night was the most gruelling of pains I've been through. As though a thousand needles poke my scalp & drain all energy as I gasp for breaths. I just sat through the night at times sleeping next to Coco & trying to pet & comfort him, so that my pain could be relieved & times holding on to atuls feet, with prayers to my beloved lord to help me. Maybe I shall never be able to put in words this pain, but these pictures are my moments of silence, moments where once again I felt I might pass out in pain which makes me value my time with both Coco & Atul. Through this chronic pain which triggers flares for weeks at times months, I've come to realise that the more is taken from you the more you'll give, for pain rescues ones soul back to Love. To my beloved; who's now my freind & who's been carrying me through this all . Copyright: Meghna/2019