For I Have Me!

I'm strongest through my brokenness! It may have seemed I've lost time Yet! Theres A Reason, Why I'm broken; That's beyond comprehension of any mind Through decades of breaking pains Where I once chased- "Healing, People, Relations", That were never mine... Today I let My curls loose... As I've learnt to be softer with time I let this brokenness be As A Gift from Him; "As he leads me to this doorway of Peace-within!" I carry my scars as jewels For they've made me who I am "What was mine shall come to me; Inevitably!" Till then I've learnt to cherish all things broken as His-gifts! "For I'm strongest through my brokenness!" In knowing, "I'm carried by Him!" For if they've left... In Fear of what my pain breathes... Then This Space has cleared my air For Now... "I Have Me!" . Beloved; Have you heeded to the longings of my soul... The way my skin collects light through every pore... For I paint thy trees with warmness Even though my nights were cold... & As A Prayer I stand here; Letting My Silence; Rustle through leaves it's gold! For in quietness I've offered Thou; My songs of brokenness But Do listen; Only if you think... "They are music to thy soul!" . Let Silence in you be powerful enough; to reveal them their untruth! With Coco, who's seen me in & out through worst days of this chronic pain & has every time given me the strength in belief, that I have me, Through nights cold as pain wrecks my system, he gives comfort to my soul & collects flowers through our walks in the park that shimmer with the light of his love. Thank you baby, for giving me the strength to believe in myself! . Copyright: Meghna/2020