Have You Experienced A Love That Grows Flowers!

Woven within my each breath

Is the Fragrance of my Beloved!

These flowers are merely incidental

Beauty of His Love

There’s so much he breathes in me

That words fall short...

A Love that’s been carrying me

Through all of life’s turmoil

In utmost Silence;

A Love That Is God!!!

& to be made Aware of His Love;

Is to know his every tender gaze

His smile pressed upon all my tears

His Beauty beyond words

He swells Now, as this “Constant Integrated Awareness”

Through my every pore

& to be made aware that I’ve been

Constantly sitting on his lap

That I was not even a split second left to fend on my own

Is to feel His Presence as myself!

In this everlasting eternal gift

Of A Soul!

When He weaves words in all spontaneity...

My eyes flow tears of gratitude

For His Grace;

For I’ve lived in a body that through an ailment has innumerable times shut down, fallen, failed!

Yet I’m here...As on his eyelids he’s carried me, for it was never truly mine...but his pain & to have experienced a Love so Unconditionally pure, makes me thank him for all the tears that life send my way.

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Have you experienced pain...if not then you won’t understand the love that I speak. A Love that entered when all left...A Love that nurtured, when pain was just a word for them, A Love that has shown me its presence, with innumerable signs & only because of Coco & my Beloved that here I stand. You know those who’ve felt this pain like water above head, where through your ailing body there’s no help, Yet their pores break open as petals pink on sky pastled veridien into a thought that lay silent yet carrying so much within. Where the weak in minds would abandon their hearts, but there are some souls who help you through this pain so that it transcends & grows flowers. For 19 years through this chronic ailment I’ve been carried by this love. Even as I write the pain burns down my left feet, while Coco aware of even slightest pain, loving heals me. For him & my beloved, I now grow flowers of gratitude for all the tears that life gives .

Copyright: Meghna/2020