To Bloom Hearts Of Pain Into Spring!

My Beloved un-creases

The crease that are pressed

Between smiles that minds of ignorance ask you to wear when you bleed!

Only to make you realise

You’re not that sadness

But A Life that eternally

Blooms Spring!

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Flowers don’t bloom to please!

Many a times I’ve been told, don’t share words of pain, when pain was that breath that My Beloved in this lifetime offered me, only to unwrap its layers till it’s revealed its beauty

Pain makes you humble, kind, compassionate, forbearant. It strips all the facade to show you, you’re not the sadness that you were taught to fold into some corner of your mind, that at some level surface in dreams or thoughts that again illness breathes. Today when I look at pain from my beloveds eyes, it was nothing but a pinch to wake me up from my lifetimes of dream. My beloved will un-crease

All of the creases, all of the notions & beliefs that separate me from him. And pain in this has only acted as a catalyst. Where i was often told, that don’t share about your challenges of pain of 19 chronic years, my beloved freed my wings by asking me to share this journey where pain brought me to him. And eventually to realise even this pain was always a gift, for I never am the limitations of my body nor thoughts of sadness that now & then creep. That I Am Him, that bloom of love that reflects pink, that fragrance of peace that was always there even when my mind slips, That Love that twinkles in His eyes & burst as the most enchanting smile upon his lips. Pain too can be beautiful only if you allow your heart to bloom as His!

I’ve been living in a failing body for last 19 years, but I’m not this body nor mind with its bundle of thoughts, but that subtle energy of love in which each petal unfolds to keep this inert matter going

With Coco who’s shown such tenderness of love when pain makes things weary

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Copyright: Meghna/2020