Sathya Mata's Blessing On This Auspicious Day Of Guru Poornima

What if I were to tell you

In this Universe there’s only Love!

There’s nothing like Karma

No good no bad...

Only shadows cast by mind

For while you’re undergoing

The greatest of insurmountable pains

You only do so in the tender hands of love

Love knows when you weep...

Love knows when silence echoes through every pore of your skin

When you’ve verily become a baby

In heart & mind...

Then only Beloved every thought needed for you thinks

While the world may repel like wave upon wave towards the sea

& you’ve been sunk in the depths of abyss

They wonder...How is it you’re even able to walk...For they sit at the shore fretting pain that may take everything

They say- “It is your Karma...One has to finish it...”

But here I am with water above my head

Newly born from the womb of my beloved

Saying there’s no distinction

No time to be paid...

No karma!

For here I am swaddled in his hands

Of God Of Love!

Who every given second shows me how I’m loved immensely

The fear of pain makes you sit at the shore

& makes you separate as a wave from ocean

Only when you’ll be ready to give this separation then shall you know

There’s No Karma!

But only by surrendering in the embrace of love...

You were only loved & are Love

Maybe the pain is only in giving up the wave to be the ocean

But in time thou too shall understand

For pain as you see crushing this body

To me are my beloveds kisses

To wake me up from this dream

For In Love...When You’re Loved...

You Art Him!

& then...

All Karma simply ceases!

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When this poem was given, it happen over a process of decades, where swami takes you to this stage. Just to give a short context behind this poem, I’ve been undergoing chronic pain for almost 2 decades now & it’s such that my body constantly shuts down. To add to it this pandemic time with no house help, I’ve experienced Swamis Grace & love like none other where he’s made sure that I can do my duties, even though every now & then my body shuts, at times I can’t speak nor breathe & at times my nerves in body give in leaving me unable to use my hands or walk. When you live a life where every other second is uncertain, I’ve realised that it’s only Swamis grace that carries us.

Along with the poem he gave me the inspiration to paint a particular photo of him holding a baby. It’s all given in the minds eye & as I was searching for that particular picture he drew me towards this link of an audio of him being the Sathya Mata. Please listen as it’s his way of giving a sign that he’s the one who’s leads us & he alone is the Divine mother

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https://m.mixcloud.com/premanosh/swami-is-mother-divine-but-how-old-are-we/

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And later he gave me this second poem

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Today The Guru came as a mother

& asked...

“Can I take away all of those pieces of you, that take you away from me...”

& I replied...

“Yes! Why Not...”

& he took away the earth beneath my feet

& sky where stars breathes

All bodily friends & foes

Even thoughts that I’m unable to think on my own...Anymore

He took away the mirror through which the world looked at me

& stripped me down to nothing

Little by little all pieces of me were gone

& the mosaic that once shone

Now there remains a diliapilated wall

Where many a spits of hurtfullness & anger I bore

He stripped me down from a life of bountiful health & work that once made my lonesome heart mend

He kept me this way for almost two decades

He sometimes saw me smile,

Even when my heart wept

He took away everyone or everything that made me- Me

Relationships were soiled with bitterness

The world forgot that in this broken body

I exist!

But My Beloved, My Guru, My Mother

Forgot me naught!

In his asking away all the pieces

Was sealed A Promise;

That not only will I carry you through it all

But take you to The Truth,

Where your pain leads

A Promise that in that taking

I had more to give

& in time thy soul shall reveal

The Love that is me

When you were undergoing all of this pain

I nurtured your heart such

That now there’s only me there

In my taking I came to give you

Myself!

For I couldn’t anymore bear these life time’s of Separateness

Beloved now as your mother & Guru

I breathe through your every pore

& sing

For I don’t allow even a single tear of yours to go wasted

As now...Nor for health nor world

But For Me Thou Weep!

In taking all those little little pieces

That took you away from me

Now The Painting is Complete!

Beloved what you see now

Is Love! It’s Me

For every stroke that seemed so futile was always A Masterstroke

So that in this very lifetime

You’re Free

For as Free As You Are

The More Love Through You each I breathe!

Beloved Now the painting is Complete

For you’ve come to realise

All Along it was only Love getting back to Loving itself & in the process...

Be Fulfilled!

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copyright/Meghna 2020