Who Do You Think You Are To Judge?
- Aug 10, 2020
- 2 min read
Who do you think you are to Judge My Curl, My Dress, My Being On Earth... Who Do You Think You Are To Judge The Beauty that Pain leaves upon my Face, Yet! Can You See in these moments...How my body Fails! How a Thousand Nerves on my Face Pixelate...How I’m Dying here...Sinking Every Day...
Yet! I Go On with my Beloveds Name I’ve come across many a women’s who Judge; Why do you feel inferior Why do you feel the need to Bully Why do you speak & cast that look upon me...My face pixilates as I write My breathing is so shallow as this inflammation throws off heat from my scalp & eyes...
A thousand needles poke yet there you go Judging, how I dress & weather a lipstick I wear Who do you think you are to Judge My Giving, My Silence, My kindness & Love Pain has taught me I’m not this dying body nor my constant struggles Yet! There You go caught up in Achievement-identities of this world Who are You to Ask Who Cooks while i sink...Have I Ever come to Beg from You,
Even though my dying nerves nourished thee...
Why do Women’s bring other women’s down...Why do their Jealousy & Anger always leaves a Frown What if Life were to take away Everything from thee & There would be another set of such breeds; Ready to Tear You apart, While You’ll Struggle To Breathe!!!. . In these 2decades through chronic pain I ’ve seen it’s the women who tear each other down. Where earlier I could take care of family’s needs & later no longer could please, they’d storm you with anger & words to break your spirit, even suggesting my husband gets re-married. Pain when doesn’t show up on your face, yet leaves it’s beauty, makes them call you a Hair-loom & even to the extent of your curls being pulled, unable to mask their gloom. Girls are brought up with misplaced identities. You are not your looks, your body, your achievements, or weather you cook or not. If Pain were to take away all of this Who would you be! I pray we don’t raise our daughters like this, but with strength in kindness & giving. This live pic here shows me battling the worst of pains, which happened today after walk with Coco, like I was gonna pass out & collapse, Cocos presence & my Beloveds love gets me through. Atul is a rock in our lives, knowing that he has to work to keep the house running, but I know how much he’s helped me sailed through tough time’s. The reason of me sharing the moment of extreme pain through a live-pic is that when ones pain is invisible, yet if one judges, then I ask them, what is it in you, that makes You Threatened of Me! . ©️ Meghna/2020 http://www.meghnaloke.com/
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