#PUSH for Coco!

In moments of utmost & extreme pain you are by yourself...as you lay breathless on printed sheets, besides calming soothing Coco energy....over the years Pain teaches...Makes you Aware of breaths on Silence, of being so damn Alive in that moment, Yet Broken...Of this Self, where there’s no family, no friends, But A Beautiful Love...where thoughts as clouds pass, Yet you’re no them...sometimes hopeless & times of prayers, Yet you’re not them...As you Understand to detach from the good & bad, You open the door to Peace Of Self, Surrendering weather you’ll live or die & no thoughts of past or future to bind...As Beloved says “Take One Step Towards Me,”, While you’ve given your life to him & at his lotus feet Coco & I rest. In this moment of sinking pains, Our lives are in his hands, it matters not anymore, For when Pain burns your mind of thoughts, Through Breaths of Peace you grow! There’s no need to plan, to be someplace else, to run, to chase, to cry or complain, Everything in this dwindling energy of life makes sense. Everything Broken too has a reason, Flowers grow on my printed sheets, For even though Atul took Coco for his mornin walk, All he did was relieve himself & pulled Atul back home to be with me. Love knows Pain, If You’re Love Like Coco, you won’t even have to read this! Yet! Beloved, Now you’re in charge of our lives, “So Do As You Please!” . With the uncertainty of pain I’ve been living with, I’ve found a voice that’s fearlessly Truthful. Only Love can rescue those who are abandoned. Love is simple it gives & gives. If not for Coco, I would be long gone. He never leaves my side. He’ll even not want to walk without me & that encourages me to PUSH myself for him. At times my hands won’t work, at times I can’t walk, yet the way he paces his energy with mine is something so magical. Even on weeks of breathlessness & unable to speak, its his presence that lets me be. As a family Atul Coco & I have been through a lot. I know this illness has had an impact on the well-being of Atul & Coco, yet I know, this place of Surrender is my only rescue! ©️ Meghna/2020 http://www.meghnaloke.com/ . #PUSHforCoco #invisiblepain #chronicillness #pets #bodyhurts