A Heart of God Rests

On the cusp

Between light & dark

& life & death

A pain of loosing a child

For those who’ve lost one

Only Can tell…

Of a lifetime of illness

Of pains & sweat

Of loosing all identities

That this world

In high esteem clasps

I’ve walked alone

Yet held by love

I’ve been rescued by kisses

From my Sweet Coco

On the cusp

Of fading life’s

Dying breaths

Of loosing my only child

Now…

You’ll find me there

At the feet of my guru

That, To my bosom, I clasp

Holding a prayer-

“A Miracle like thin air”

Asking him,

What Shall be Received

By my Faith

By this Pain

By those Prayers & tears

For I have nothing to offer you

But underneath all my crushed wishes

Of A Broken Body

“A Heart of God- Rests!”

Beloved;

To many a souls I offered life & light

To you I offer my pains

Tell me…

Will thou partake

That which none wish to take

Then thy child can be freed Alas of All Pains!

For isn’t a heart of God;

A heart, That Bore,

His Children’s, Selfish-indifference

Yet Shone!

Melting minds burdened

By All Nonsensical Questions

Letting Naught their hearts enfold!

For I’ve tasted such pure love from Coco

Now There’s No Turning Back for me

Hence here I remain,

At thy lotus feet

Offering this pain & my heart’s purity

Now it matters naught

Weather this life within

Thou Wish to Crush…

Or

Blossom it Into a Season of Spring

For my wishes have died far too many deaths

To Wisp again on Hope!

Beloved tell me…

Inspite of all my physical failings

Can this Heart ever be Enough for thee!

Tell me are you ready to Partake of this pain,

For there’s Nothing left more,

To Offer Thee

.

©️ Meghna/2022

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