A Kiss Of Hope!
- megloke76
- 20 hours ago
- 6 min read
Once again His Love vast & deep as the Ocean encompasses me, His Love Pierces the many layers of mind- Right within to Ignite that Hope the seems to be dwindling in life’s pain.
When you feel most broken- most tired & life has brought you to a place- Where it seems Everything is Finished- “Just sit beside holding on to his feet”.
That’s what i did, i just slept holding on to his feet. Just being there- Where i Need Nothing! Holding on to him! And maybe every single soul in this world may Fail you- But He Won’t!
That’s the Supreme Love! For he woke me to A Hope & that’s the most beautiful gift one can give Another as A Silent Kiss of Life- “To Hope!!!!!”
©️Meghna/2025
Sharing the back story behind the meaning & relevance of this painting. As you can see, Swami is painted as the sun, rising over a deep blue ocean, where I’m in neck deep water of life, due to the life challenges- mainly physical pain.
& for some reason I told Swami- I know you gave me the assurance on 3rd of this month that you’ll do it for me. But Swami I’ll only share this work, Once you show in Action that your words truly mean that.
Since 2 months my health has been spiralling downwards so much that he even gave me a message- that it will get worse. And believe me it has.
So fast forward to now, yesterday Baba gave me this work to make 2 wheels that’s for our bldg Christmas decoration. The wheels were for the Jesus- Naivety scene for bullock cart.
So as I was working on these wheels- I was listening to a talk in which- Baba is mentioning that “Unless Swami doesn’t fulfil your prayers, you should pray relentlessly until he gives in Or you faint praying.”
This is the message that was shared in the talk & that’s the link to the talk.
So once again I told Swami- that see baba- these Two Wheels are my Shraddha & Saburi, and the circle holding the spikes is my devotion.
And after painting I offered to Swami saying- “Even if for 1 nano-second in these last 24 yrs, I may have offered you this Faith, Patience & Devotion, out of the Purity of my heart then you please reach out tonight itself regarding this illness that’s getting unbearable”.
And I cried offering saying to Swami- these two wheels are also how my life has become stagnant for last 24yrs, since this pain began, so if you wish that my life moves- then you have to push it, & prayed even for my marriage as Coco, Atul & I have faced enough challenges with my physical downfall.
It was 12 midnight and Baba didn’t reach out- while earlier in the day, he asked me to finish the above painting with that soft voice within saying- “finish this work”. So I did.
While in unbearable pain, as I was massaging my scalp, I realised there are countless trigger points on the left side of my scalp hence not only do my eyes get swollen but It leaves me drained out, breathless & unable to speak, or function, as these last 2months have been. So the painting got finished but Baba didn’t reach out.
And my heart broke as I lay lifeless in that pain, feeling “I’ve Failed”, cause I couldn’t offer that level of Faith Nor Patience to him, hence he didn’t reach out. I was awake till late, holding his feet in my heart, as though I’m at Parthi curling up and laying next to his feet listening to this song that I kept on loop all night only to turn it off in post 4 in the morning and slept again. Link is below
But later when I woke up, it was to a dream that Baba gave.
Dream: I’m driving my jeep and after some distance, I take a sudden break as a litter of puppies come under my jeep. I get down feeling overwhelmed and pained that why such a thing had to happen. I pull them all out- luckily all are saved except one who has a scratch and is bleeding. I pet that puppy for a while, but leave.
Again while I’m driving there’s a sudden right turn that my jeep takes and it’s jumped over a small landing across towards a completely different road. And I’m shocked and get down to check and there’s a small drainage dividing me from the road I was meant to take
And there was no way to turn back over that small landing. So I’m looking out for help. And as I look around & turn back to my jeep, just within a few seconds- I see, the jeep is stolen.
And I’m wondering how can this be. Later I walk towards that lane where I took the right turn and I’m asking people for their help. One lady suggests there’s a racket going on here, Where people steal cars and she points me to a direction.
So I walk there and am enquiring, when a girl crosses me and says she shall help me find my jeep.
So I follow her and a few people walking towards a field. It’s dark and only the insect sounds are audible, so I tell them “please be careful, as there can be snakes…” and out of the blue they pull out a snake, which is trying to stay hidden in the bush, but they pull it out and she whispers something to the snake.
And the snake is now leading us, so I’m just shocked at the entire scene, but I ask the girl- “will the snake help”, & she replies “Yes”.
As we are following the serpent- its hood is now up like Shesha Sai and yet in that position it’s slithering ahead with an open hood.
As I’m following the snake, I get the feeling that maybe I hurt those puppies so I’m facing this, and I tell myself I shall go and see if that puppy needs help.
Then I see a big bird that was gonna try to stop the snake, but it’s been shooed off by someone. The snake slithers & leads us to another by lane and I can see my jeep.
And that’s when I hear Swamis Voice saying- “You did Nothing wrong, you didn’t hurt the puppy” & I sighed a relief.
He further says, “I took it upon me, I won’t let it harm you, you did Nothing wrong! You stopped the car”.
And then he even goes to say- “Since you’ve done Nothing wrong- I’ll do Right by you!”.
And the dream Ends!
So upon waking, I didn’t know what to make of it & only after I did some research, Swami led me to the clarity & significance of the dream
Symbolism Breakdown
Puppies often represent innocence, vulnerability, and new beginnings.
Personal Growth and Resilience: The puppy surviving represent resilience. It could symbolize your ability to recover quickly from a setback or a difficult situation, showing that even after a potentially harmful event, life goes on
& then the meaning of snake helping me find my lost car The Lost Car: Represents your personal drive, motivation, independence, or the direction you're heading in life; losing it suggests feeling directionless, losing control. The Snake: A powerful symbol of transformation, healing, rebirth (shedding skin), hidden knowledge, often appearing when major changes are happening. The Help: The snake's assistance flips its usual "danger" connotation, showing that this transformation or instinct is a positive force guiding you out of confusion.
So I understood what Baba meant- when I say “maybe I’m facing this because I hurt the puppy”,
Baba showed me that Not Only has he Accepted my Shraddha, Saburi & Devotion, But He shall let me emerge from this karma Unscathed because i did Nothing wrong,
as with the puppy symbol- that I didn’t bargain my innocence inspite of being wronged by many due to their lack of understanding of this pain, So he says -he shall Do Right by me for this innocence-
“Dharmo Rakshate Rakshata”- this God has come to uplift Dharma
& even why the snake as I prayed to him yesterday that only you can move my life that’s been stagnant due to this pain, so the snake leading me to my lost jeep had that significance
So I guess Baba through this dream made me traverse spiritually cutting down that time from my life & I have no words. Other than that my Heart is Melting & Melting & Melting in him! For he Accepted this offering of Shraddha, Saburi & Devotion
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