A Letter Of Love To All....

I allow myself to cry 5 minutes everyday, so that the pain within, does not suffocate

For when pain befriended...it took all...

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Yet on life’s canvas, light gleams...as Coco walks on earth, where his love dwindles horizons for my sky to breathe. Where moments enwrap in snuggles & tears of lavender drops sigh!

& Hope alone holds my soul, where Pain takes away a little of me, each day, to die.

In its embrace its swallowed people, friends, work & identity...

“A piece of me every time...”

Yet! I chose to grow in spirit...

When Faith no longer lends its music

Then Hope Alone takes me there & Hope is enough to let this Earth-Sing!

For i need to grieve, close doors to the world, when understanding seems like a distant dream.

Yet through my words, I open these door unto you & with every word, I’ve shown you my wound & the vulnerability in loving.

For what their anger & hurt couldn’t take nor change is my Conscience...

O! The world is already hateful enough & when I’ll leave this earth, I’ll leave with a smile of kindness!

Yes Love Alone is my Refugee!

So I let tears of violets be Art on a Photographic print!

As an alchemist transforming this hurt into beauty, so my sky once again breathes

Yes! I allow myself to cry 5 minutes each day, so that I don’t get stuffed-suffocated,

& my sorrow can empower thoughts that feed & touch your soul & images of my life that mingle in your breath as your very own!

I’ve opened the door...

Tell me have you chosen to enter...

Or just walk away...

For if you’re unable to understand these 5 minutes...

Then you’ll never understand the pain by which i smile through my remaining’s....

Have you entered...Or is this Pain...Too much...For you to take...

Will you meet me there, Where Our Horizons shall dwindle & then you’ll see me, as Coco always has

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A Letter Of Love To You All, as I let myself cry 5-minutes each day & as days keep adding to my 2 decades of chronic invisible pain

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©️ Meghna/2021