AskingForNothing

He walks with me

Through Thick & Thin

He says someday…

This helplessness too shall be a dream

Don’t loose heart mom…

For being besides you & wholeheartedly love you

“I Willingly Gave Away My Wings!”

In unbearable pain, I cried, not because of pain, but cause it was already pass 8.30pm; way beyond cocos evening walk…as brain fog gripped me & I was unable to move or breathe

He kept licking my hands & trying to motivate me to get up & take him down to relive him…

& inspite of two hours of his trying to help me, when I couldn’t even move, all flood gates broke loose & I cried inconsolably unable to take him down knowing that why does he have to pay back for my sufferings.

Yet, he looked in my eyes, as though saying “it’s ok”.

He waited long with his eyes transfixed to mine, till I continued to sob, then he sniffed my head, knowing the nerve in my left side scalp, was so painful even to the slightest touch, as though it may explode, knowing the intensity of pain I was in. He comforted me, let me cry, & then simply lay on floor, keeping his warm body close to my feet & slept;

“Asking For Nothing”

It’s true in this whole damn universe no one will understand you & love you as a dog & they truly give up their wings so that you may fly, through those unbearable moments of pain & not loose heart.

My healing is only because Coco Never Once Lost Hope In Me & that to me is Nothing Short Of God!

Maybe….

We’re made of Tears & Stars…

That Remind Us;

“Of God’s-HOPE!”,

Even through most Darkest of Hours!

©️ Meghna/2021