Beloved whenever you Choose to Let Go…

I’ve let go long back through this pain,

My life on a thin thread rests,

& that thread lies in my beloved babas hands

it’s enough O Sai!  The day you wish to let go;

MY soul shall breathe it’s wings & fly back to you & coco

Yes Pain has its way, it takes away everything,

it reminds you- You’re not this body,

be it men or women,

it eats up all of one’s identities,

wrenching every nerve & sinew in untold agony

it reminds you- you can’t be that-

that changes with skin,

as a breast full of tears it holds within

Yes Pain has its way, it makes you breathe on stories of past, of what you had accomplished

& fears of minds of future unseen

& in time Pain shows you these are only but ones thoughts that weave a Mind & your beliefs alone give those thoughts its wings

Pain has its way to free you & show you are neither this body- of Kajal smeared eyes, hair tied in a bun & lips lightly dabbled in hues of pinks & crimson,

Nor Stories that make a world out of one’s mind!

You’re that Heart where God verily resides!

And in time that Childlikeness makes his heart yours & yours His!

And when the Beloved chooses to drop that life force, You Glide right back to that space within-

That Space where you are ever but Free!

Pain has its ways it can take more, but it’s up to one weather to find its way back to The Heart

Or remain entangled in one’s Mind-Body Stories!

Beloved Sai, I’ve Let Go long back through this pain, Even whilst it eats up everything-

I Remain Here- with you & Coco- Free!

(A journey of love made possible with my Sai’s Grace coming to me as both Coco & Atul)

©️Meghna/2024

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