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Updated: Apr 13, 2024

You’ve asked me of my Silence…

For untold years my Beloved;

For thou Knew it’s Not in the capacity of any human to understand!

This pain that life bequeathed upon me as a crown of stolen moments,

& brought me down in the sinews of darkness; with a heart born out of thy light;

Where Many a dark minds speak to me, many howl, many cry…Many complain, many sideline,

many judge & speak words born out of an ink that flows to kill another’s innate light!

All that thou asked from me is this Silence; to listen & make space for growth

To hold on & to burn a lil more & give them that Grace to Evolve-

Beloved has this Silence served this pain & darkness of their minds! For now I lay this crown of all hollowed-ness & futile-ness of hurt-

Of Thy Hurtful child!

I lay their neediness & howling’s at thy feet!

O Beloved…

in Silence to thou, So maybe in thy listening-

They maybe touched & washed with A Heart of God- That Solely A Kind Gift!

Beloved thou always knew it’s Not in the capacity of any human to understand my pain-

But with this Graceful Silence- let’s their darkness be & to allow them words born from their Pain to speak-

Until- “there’s No Pain left in them…”

But A Silence that upon their lips thou kiss-

where their minds are swallowed into their hearts & they can no longer give pain-

For it’s just too very painful To See-

“How their Hurt make others Bleed!”

3.19am

Beloved; Now I know, Why Thou Asked Only of My Silence!

©️Meghna/2023

Meghna Loke