Even Through Shrivelled Petals- Bloom!

I’ve Realised Now!

He’s Always Carried Me….

I’m Always in His Lap….

For Even Through The Dying Skins…

Peeled Off In Colour, Shrivelled Paper-thin

I Still Emanate His Presence!

Even As Pain Tries to Press All Life-From-Within…

“I lay As His Offering!”

To Remind…That All That Bloomed-Once…

Shall Fade & Die!

Yet even the Flowers Crushed under The Heels Of Time!

Are Embraced…Even If The Ink Dries!

Till….Even That Last Peel Of Skin…

Shall Dwindle Into Light…Of Lightness…Nothing…

Yet Emanates A Fragrance Of His Being!

“For One Never Faces, Any Storm “ALONE”

For In The Arms Of Grace We’re Carried, While Seated Upon The Lap Of God!”

“His-Grace Has Brought Me This Far…”

Until this flower too, Shall Disintegrate in Earth

& All That Shall Remain…

Are These Givings….

Even As The Body Fades….

Into A Heart, That Fully-Blooms..

“In Fragrance Of His-Love!”

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There’s No Reason anymore, why the flare triggers, today too after the morning walk with Coco, I just slipped, as body collapsed, unable to breathe & draining all life energy.

I’ve Died many a Deaths through this pain like this.

Yet today when the entire day passed till evening…

I’ve Experienced His Grace & Gratitude

His Grace that he keeps this inert matter going, Gratitude that Coco, not even for a second left me, he in fact even jumped on the bed to lay besides me, something that he hasn’t been able to do for months due to his hip pain.

But Love Always Shows You The Way!

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Now…Seeking Love…

Is No Longer An Outward Journey…

When Thy Essence, Thy Fragrance…

Is That…That God Breathes…

When There’s Nothing Outside…

But Within!

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When God Comes From A Place Of Truth

Then Silence Prevails!

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This Photograph is my documentation of that crushing pain & the painting over it, is that place of Grace! As He Carries Coco & me!

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©️ Meghna/2021