Faith Is All I Have To Offer Thee!!!

I’ve been Buried in Soil for way to long now

Even my roots are grounded in you

Beloved! Let me sprout, Let me bloom!

Let the life in my spirit,

Spread its branches adorned with

Sweetness of thy love that but bears

Flowers & Fruits!

For what I’ve come here to give

Must be fulfilled!

What I’ve come here to leave

Is this Soul that is full in Love of thee!

As a tree, buried in a seed

Where thy light of sun,

Shall kiss upon & adorn me with Spring!

Many A Winters I’ve laid beneath...

Beloved! Now fulfil the purpose

For which you’ve filled a part of you in me!

For all I’m here for...

“Is to Give!!!”

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I’ve walked in Faith, for that’s all I’ve ever known. Rose from dust, when I was stripped down to my soul. As I child I held your hand, for in my heart of hearts, I knew, “to You Alone I Belong!” I’ve seen a part of me that in childishness died & in the Faith of a child; kissed dying wings, back to life. You’ve walked with me through lifetimes, through dreams of death. Beloved I’ve always leaned on you in Faith! I’ve seen my worth is always found in the presence of thou within my heart & as poems, thou spoke to me, as rhymes & verse.

“Beloved! I know naught how to walk without Faith!” For that’s all I’ve ever done

Yes many a times through this chronic ailment, I’ve seen Hope die. Only to be rescued by this Belief, that I’m yours my Beloved Sai.

Nothing is Impossible when I have thee, we’ve waited long, but Now I’m Ready! Ready to be thy gift of what Wings of Faith Alone brings! I’m here, right at thy lotus feet, Will you breathe life, in this buried dying seed, for the sun of Coco has nourished my soul, through these untold pains, yet this body dies, every second of eternity, through pains, that cannot be fathomed by another, other than Coco & thee

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Faith is All I have to offer you, My Beloved, as I etch these 2decades of Chronic muscular-nervous pain, undiagnosed, through days filled with nothingness.

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©️ Meghna/2021