For My Coco
- megloke76
- Jul 14, 2024
- 2 min read


Pain leaves one with a lot of time to oneself. So much so that last many months Ive barely slept.
Maybe 4 hours & times I’m awake the entire night in unbearable pain. It reminds me of Coco, when in that last month he was in excruciating pain & he would in a jolt, wake up Panting on the bed & either I or Atul would be by his side comforting him. I know what pain he was in, cause that’s what I’m going through.
Pain makes you both innately strong & vulnerable. Vulnerability is Gods kiss to show you the Beauty of your soul. The focus of one’s identity to body fades & The Truth within reveals itself
It’s a quietness within, An Acceptance to Gods Will! Cocos Silence was laced with unending tears that his eyes wept in pain & a fortitude that he showed me in that quietness.
“You become so True to yourself”
You become softer while being the strongest in spirit. Pain in itself is not bad, it’s our thoughts & desires to the limitations it poses that makes it seem bad.
In fact it’s a season where branches have no flowers nor fruits while the roots grow deep within. This Silence is God speaking from within & through his lens you see life a lil different, even death has no fear upon one’s heart.
Coco would one pointedly look into my eyes, as though he was saying I’m gonna leave, but just in body, for he’s with me, through this too, through it all, saying- “Mom keep on painting, keep on dancing whenever you can” I guess the only thing we can leave behind is this heart that’s been touched by Love
& for me it is A Love that’s Coco, who made something so beautiful out of my pain that
All I shall leave behind, is his soul in these works
©️ Meghna/2024
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