Have You Ever Felt like…You’re There…Yet Not There…

Dearly Coco,

These narrow dwindling roads lined with green mountains,

Voice out this deep longings of my heart

Where on each turn I missed you & the tin rooftops of quaint houses reflected light from my tears

that my soul wept for you

I know my heart of hearts, I gave a promise to start the day in Gratitude for all that you’ve done for me

Yet here amongst the gratitude my pain shone & shimmered on these mountains & valleys laced-

With My Tears- Still

Beloved Coco,

Please don’t cry seeing me break

For I’m still learning to take these steps

The way you’d wanted me to

They ask me where to you travel???

& I say

Can you see Coco & feel him in the way I do

Otherwise you’ll know naught the journey I’ve taken, in hearts & tears & smiles for you’ll only collect the information of where to…

“My journey & destination is Coco!”

As I lay my tears on these rooftops of houses- Quaint & Let My Longings- Shine

Of A Love I wish to bequeath

O are you ready to see & feel him the way I do….

Otherwise you’ll miss the point of this Soul-Journey

Where My Tears Reflected the Silent-Pain,

That echoed the journey of a mother

Who lost her Only Child,

For it’s the  journey of A Heart;

That can never be measured in miles!“

”Miss You Dear Coco”

Coco my baby, worked as a therapy dog & more than anything, His love Alone carried me through the Chronic Ailment- Lupus

On way to Srinagar, crossing cho-o-bloc highway of dwindling mountains, That converge in Chenab river. Atul & I took on this journey to fulfil a promise given to Coco & leave his ashes

27th April /2022

This painting was done in May, Yet I couldn’t get myself to share, Till now

At times…

Through Life’s Pains…

Everything Seems Enough!

©️ Meghna/2022