Heart of God (chapter 16)
22nd October 2026
The only thing we ever need to earn is Gods Grace, as that alone shall eventually make everything fall in place!
There shall be Challenges, but there’s a love who takes your pain upon himself & you realise you were Never alone.
Whatever we feel in terms of relations, work money, nothing comes to any help, other than Swamis Grace at a testing time in your life.
& Surrender is nothing but knowing,
Whilst one maybe undergoing some great pain, Yet it is Swami Alone, Who stands by you and carries you through it all.
Yes His Timing can get too much and often times leaves you feeling, why isn’t he healing me & what is he waiting for….& maybe someday he shall answer that too.
But this foundation that he shall lay in your most tiring and testing times, Where other than him none can carry you through and take your pain, this very foundation becomes the basis of your life & you become his for lifetimes over lifetimes. It’s like Coco’s place cannot be shaken from my soul, it’s the same for him.
And once he’s become the ground beneath your feet,
the Sky that lends you space to be, Then in the face of such A Presence, all souls light- dims!
Such is the Love of A Thousand mothers, When Swami shows his omnipresence to you in every small and big thing.
12.15am
23rd October 2026
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Swami I’m ending this work here, because I’m repeating the same pain story over & over again. So it truly makes no difference & as it is who wants to listen to the same old ga ga. I felt maybe after Ganpati you as Durga maa shall come in Navratri to our home…But now I’m not even waiting for any auspicious occasion as a reason for you to come. Though it’s a month now to your Birthday on 23rd November. Yet I’m done here & ending this work too! Thank you for Everything!!!
6.57pm.
And the very next message….from lord Ganesha…
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& since I was feeling dejected so the message in this above post
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24th October 2026
The One & Only Sai maa,
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Swami this time when you come to my rescue- Come with Full & Complete love. Not because i deserve it, Not even because i Need it.
But only because just like Coco you too love me. And just like coco you have to come to my rescue even before i call out to you & stay by me until your heart says so.
Just like Coco be the mother who’s there,
Just like Coco hold my life & soul as though it’s your very breath.
& Just like Coco, not calculate the love you shall give….
Because all that Coco did was Give, Give, Give!!! For beloved maa, I’m tired of living like this.
Since afternoon I’m sinking in pain, so much so that now it’s got worse than ever.
It’s like I’ll black out.
I had told Swami yesterday that I’m ending this work, because all I’m doing is writing about pain all the time & who’s even going to be interested in listening to this….
& Yet here I am again….
3.15pm
Beloved this time when you come, don’t calculate & come, this time when you come, Come because you can’t anymore withhold being away from me, like Coco…Because-even in his last week, he didn’t want to see me cry. Come like Coco, Love like Coco, because his love was out of this world! And this time I don’t want half-blessings,
Either you love me fully Or let me die!
But this time you come even without me calling out to you, because I’m yours & you’re mine.
4.14pm
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