Heart Of God (Continue)
- megloke76
- Dec 24, 2025
- 38 min read
Updated: Jan 4
(Since the site was constantly freezing, I get a notification that the post is too long, Divide your
Content in several posts. So I’ll be sharing these in 2 parts now)
22nd December 2025
On basis of Swamis guidance,
I started uploading the text & images by 18th December & it took me 5days as of today to finish uploading this work- which normally would have taken a couple of hours to finish.
But I get it, it’s because Swami was going to give all these signs & teachings, the work wasn’t finished then, Even though he had asked me to offer it & do the Aarti.
So even the site Freezing, is just a part of His Divine plan…
Nothing happens without His Will!
23rd December 2025
“When Baba wants to see you Rise; Then who can make you Fall…”
1.44am
(that tiny Voice from within)
All afternoon- from within my heart, he kept saying- “I’m Coming, I’m Coming!”
Baba,
For some reason this Jesus painting didn’t get shared in our apartments-Christmas decoration.
I had kept this painting above Swamis photo in my temple, Since the start of this month & asked him-
“Bless it & Keep it”. Because Christ, is Truly- “The Heart Of God”,
who walked upon this earth.
4.05pm
Basically I had only mounted this painting, so it could be part of the Christmas decoration in my apartment, & after I had mounted & painted a red colour as frame- Swami from within says-
“Put a wreath like decoration around the frame”,
So I get a thought- But Baba won’t it take away from the painting….
Yet I go ahead & order one of these decorations & paste it across the border like a frame. And once done- i smile as it looks all “X-massy”, now,
that’s when from inside Swami says- “See it didn’t take away from the painting!”,
like I could hear his sweet & soft voice speaking.
So I respond- “You are always Right Swami!”
Truly what more do you Need…Just Travel this life’s journey with him…
Swami…
Christmas is a celebration of Jesus love for you! His entire life he truly lived,
& Loved as A Heart of God!
& Only when One Knows Oneself,
then One Truly knows God!
Until we cannot Fully love ourselves- Love our Self- Not the identities we’ve Collected all along- from birth after birth- Love the self- The Presence within-
Till then we truly cannot love anyone in this world & to me this is where this Work of love-
Finishes & Begins!!!
My entire day today- went in trying to correct the typo error of all the chapters of this work, that I managed to finish uploading yesterday late night.
& To a large extent i could Correct -
But there are still some typo-error, that I’ve made peace with & going to keep it as it is.
Cause the site is constantly freezing. So I’ll let these flaws be- just like the pain of my body- as a reminder that God Loves you through & through & His Love turns your every Imperfection-Perfect!!!
That’s what Love is- it knows No Abandonment, Nor does it seek to Fix things.
For thats exactly what Swami, Coco & even Atul did- they just loved me, Never Fixed me!!!
I don’t know, But considering the timing of this work- i pray that Swami- truly shares this Love on Jesus bday, on 25th December 2025, for he lived & died on the cross to impart this very teaching- “I & My Father are One!”
& That truly this is the crux of this entire work of our Beloved Swami- to share this Heart Of God!!!
8.10pm
I truly didn’t expect this sign…
- that somedays are not meant for fixing,
when just a while ago I wrote- that True Love doesn’t try to Fix, Nor abandons!
& with this sign He showed, He even accepted the offering of this post- with all its flaws.
& the line in the message- Be kind to yourself, just as you are, Meaning Love yourself just like what he made me share earlier,
Nothing is delayed. Nothing is wrong.
Thank you Swami!!! For Everything!!!
12.10am
24th December 2025
Just Now, While I’m trying to upload the 23rd December chapter- I’m listening to a talk that Swami drew my heart towards.
And at the very onset of the talk- the lady- Ms Anuradha, shares that the reason for doing all Sadhana is Purification of one’s mind & heart.
& when One Achieves that Purification- Then Swami has given a Promise- that He Himself shall appear in front of that person….
& upon listening to those lines- the Only word that came from my heart was- WOW!!!
Just imagine if that happens….
12.54am
Almost finished listening to the above talk,
That’s when for some reason I just couldn’t bear the back pain, so much so that there were chills running down my spine towards the feet, my back muscles completely went for a toss & even the nerve pain of my scalp got so very intense & draining along with other trigger pain points,
all creating unbearable pain. Such That I was left-moaning.
Atul woke up, & seeing me in that pain he kept rubbing soles of my feet, lower back, the trigger points on my scalp. But for some reason I was so restless that I told him- “Something is terribly wrong, I’m not going to make it”, I even applied Vibhuti.
He kept massaging my feet, back & scalp for more than 2hours, yet it would not give me any relief & I was struggling to breathe due to the scalp pain. I said- I need to eat something, just to help me cross this pain.
I ate a fruit,
But seeing my condition- at 3 in the morning,
Atul ordered some food. I ate a few bites & said I can’t eat anymore. This is enough. I’ll try to sleep.
Below messages are again what swami sent me through insta, While we sat in the living room, unable to sleep
Above link to insta
This is exactly how it felt, I can’t make it & even the message on the photo- “When you’re barely holding on, God steps in”
Above link to insta
SAI THE HEALER on Instagram: "🙏❤️OM SAI RAM❤️🙏"
Above link to insta, where I kept listening to the Shirdi Babas Aarti
Above link to insta where Swami shares how can one cross this ocean of samsara.
We barely slept for 3.5 hrs & I kept the ear plugs on, While lying & listening to this other talks as i often do- to divulge my attention from the pain
I don’t know when the above talk ended, While I may have finally fallen asleep
& upon waking- I asked Swami,
“Why didn’t you come…”, as the pain was severely- unbearable
After a while…
He again gives me a Vision- Where he’s holding a baby in his arms and rocking it!
Later he just gives these words of poem to that vision-
In the Embrace of her love as she rocks me to sleep; She says- My Child, Trikarna Shuddhi
is Achieved, Simply by Loving me!
In Love for God Alone- All external senses get deplete…that is what leads one to
“Trikarna Shuddhi”
Sadhana of any kind is a way to communicate with me-
But by means of Ones Heart & Silence Alone, One learns Not just the song-
“But Knows Even The Music!”
For Krishna sang the Geeta & Arjuna heard it’s notes;
As Music is in the Silence, Where Wisdom is born through words!
But Gods Silence imparts within- the song from which creation was born- & hence i sing to each soul-
“Lest this Music Alone Helps- the Blossoming of this Love!”
For Gopikas loved Krishna & His Music drew Open their Hearts-
Such that “Loving God”; is One of the Greatest of Sadhana-
“Where God lovingly- All Wisdom imparts!”
in Loving God Alone, you sit upon the lap of Silence- & that Silence speaks from within-
As Om!
& Om reverberates within Gods-each-heart beat…. Listen, O! My Child, listen to this song! That shall set you Free!
For this song doesn’t put you into slumber of this world,
But awakens you to “This Presence-within as God!”
Hence this Divine mother sings to each & every soul- through her Boundless-Merciful-Love!
Where her Silence breaks into Music & in every note- “Geeta is born!”
Yes in the Embrace of my Love,
I Sing to Awaken you from this dream-
& The Child, that heeds to This Silence within each note- invariably knows the music!
God Is Simple;
Simply In Loving him; He lays the Universe at your Feet!!!
8.58am
And as the words get written From this Love of Swamis heart-
I check my mobile to see which talk it was, that had been paused earlier when I had fallen asleep,
as many devotees talk play automatically on YouTube. And I let the flow of talks be decided by Swami. For me it’s never algorithm that decides what next may play, But Sai-go-rhythm!
And when I click the play button- it starts with Swamis Aarti- & I feel so touched & humbled by this sign that just after he gave the above poem, its Swamis Aarti that comes & what “A Sign of Blessing”, he gave
I take a screen shot for the record.
I had heard this talk last year itself, But since it came as a sign of Blessing, I’ll share this too as Swamis Prasadam.
I finish the above writing, of photos along with video links
Swami,
Now I Wait, For This Christmas to Be Blessed By Thee,
Now I Await, For this Heart Of God- to be shared with each!
4.59pm
I tell him- “Swami, I’m tired- it’s a lot of Pain”, & he says- “I Know, I Know, I’m Coming, I’m Coming!”
Later by evening 6pm, I read the entire Heart of God to Swami. And I notice a few correction I need to make. So while I’m working on those…with again the site freezing…as I had forgotten to upload a music link,
& then I tell him- “Baba, Now you have to come to me. I can’t do this, you have to come…”
The very first message that Swami sends is
& I tell him- Only you can make a way maa…As you have to Finish this, and share it
Link to insta
With This message…..No Words to express…Truly the most loving message from Baba- “I Know he will come!”
Again he gives the sign to my earlier thought this evening- That Baba now you have to come…& he says Now the Blessings will come to me!
25th December 2025
Once again i slept only 2hours, due to intense nerve pain on my scalp.
& upon waking felt, Swami should have come…
Later the very first message on my insta- Swami giving Blessings on Christmas morning
Above link to insta
Above link to insta
This is exactly how, yesterday morning-
Swami gave the vision- Where he was holding a baby in his arms & rocking it. Post which he gave the poem about how loving him alone imparts all wisdom & gives one- Trikarna Shuddhi!
In Yesterdays Vision, it was Satya Sai Baba
& Here Shirdi baba is rocking a baby in his arms with that same Love!
But for him to give A Vision- then Poem & then again re-confirm it with the above sign,
shows the length at which Swami goes to impart these teachings to his Children’s in the most simplest of ways.
Later as I Wait for Him to come-
Mother here i wait, For the touch of thy grace; To Change the trajectory of this path of pain…
Mother i shall be here- Now you come- For my heart is Ready to Receive- it’s Beloved’s; “Thousand-Mothers Love!”
My Heart is ready to receive the Promises that for lifetimes over lifetimes- My Beloved Sai gave!!!
For now He shall come & Breathe New Life in me- For there’s No Room left- for Old ways!
4.59am
For some reason, in my heart I felt- that Swami should have come today early morning.
I couldn’t catch much of sleep Or rest & I was unable to bear this feeling that one more day,
may go pass by & he may not come…
That’s when my unsaid feelings broke into this poem-
(This painting was done in 2021)
(This painting was done a year to Coco’s passing on 12th April 2023) felt both these paintings go with the poem
Yes! I may lack an understanding in my mind…
But My Heart Knows; He Feels my pain,
Much Before A Tear Cries!
He knows I’ve Been Waiting for Him & it’s Christmas already, Sure He can’t be tardy & Forgetful of this Longing & this Pine…
He Knows I have None But Him- He Knows,
He Knows! Upon whom I lean, letting go off Everything! & Upon who’s shoulder alone-
“I Wish to weep!”,
For Coco’s seen my tears; He’s heard how they make a Silent-sound- as they dissolve & melt,
He’s heed the Silence within each & the Strength of Fortitude, I’ve held all along!
For Love teaches you Kindness- It Teaches you Strength to Hold on, When Nothing ever makes sense!
“Love teaches you to die, In Complete Silence”
Such that your last breath too carries His Air!
That’s the Love Coco taught me-
“To Wait with No End!”
Today Baba, I offer you This Wait of mine…
This Silence where A Thousand Tears cried,
& as they broke into pieces- they let out
The Silence that shall wash thy feet-
“like a breeze carried upon soft-winters-light!”
Beloved I may lack an understanding through my mind- But my Heart Knows-
“That You Know; & How I’ve Called on to you- Each & Every Time!”
Now you shall show- What Truly does “my Wait” mean in thy eyes!
& with This Wait- I’ve Offered you Everything,
As I walk empty-handed!
With A Silence like Coco; Who Loved;
“As A Heart of God”,
Such that even Swami couldn’t help,
But hold him & gently pet him as he lay upon his lap!
Yes this Wait Should be met
Only Upon Gods lap, For the Silence of Our Wait can Only be held-
By Silence of Our Divine Mother-
“Upon Who’s lap- All Tears eventually rests!”
Swami Our Love is H2h,
if these words have come from my heart-
Then Today you have to Speak- But Speak No more from Borrowed-words!
If my Wait has been pure like Coco’s heart-
that after his passing- you showed- he’s eternally seated upon your lap- as gently you stroked & petted him saying “Our Coco, Our Coco”,
Then today Mother, my soul too shall be touched by That Very Same Love!
For I long to be called yours- I long for thy touch,
& i Know- If Not for thy Grace- I would have been long gone.
When Words as such come from Ones Heart- Then Silence is born!
12.42pm
Later
“You’ve Won My Heart today, My Child!,
Swamis voice from within
1.05pm
Again I almost finished adding the above post on site & this is the first message, Where devotees are singing- Joy to the World, The Lord has come… & truly it shall be the most joyous occasion, When Swami comes!
Above link to insta
Again such a beautiful message that - I shall Only be meeting the One; Who comes searching for me.
It’s evening already-
“i May Never Understand this Silence of My Beloved….But maybe my tears shall fill All the Black-holes of this Universe & Twinkle as Hope for others to see-
That “My Belief is A Gift to Him!”
& This Christmas too, I Offer Him, My Belief!!!
5.28pm
Now with this Wait & Belief, I’ve Given you my all, My Beloved!!!
To my earlier message, That My Belief is A Gift to him, He responds with this above message- “I will come to give my Gift, Be ready to receive it. Have a blessed day”
10.35pm
Above link to insta
where Babas message of why this delay…
& the days pass by, with the Awareness,
That His Grace- Kissed upon my soul- A Knowing
That the Compassionate lord- writes everything & with This Kiss imparts the words to be written-
As Energy surge- Words that aren’t Born from me- But from His Very Soul.
I’m Ever Grateful, that He let His words come through me- But He’s The Sole Author & the Creator of it all.
For the Will of God makes All things fall into my lap, At times by Intuition & many a times By mere Vision- Greatest of Truth & Knowledge he lends!
He has made this Entire work of Love manifest for the longings & prayers of His Children’s- Who wished to Know him as One’s Very Own Self!
I’m a mere Vehicle- But the True Artist & Creator of all of this is only One- It’s Our Beloved Sai! From Who’s Heart Alone- Can “Heart Of God”, Truly Be Born!
10.49pm
& there in lies The Compassion of God-
Whilst He makes His Child Wait, Yet it is He Alone, Who even Inspires His Child to write
A Prayer Of Longing-
So as to Melt His Very Own Heart!
For Gods Wait is Endless & After Yugas upon Yugas of Waiting, that His Child, even if once turns to Him & yearns…
Then It is He Alone who rushes to sit beside His Child & Flow As Prayerful words-
To Grant The Boon- That He Always longed to Give; Way before His Child even felt His Need!
For the letter of Longing & Wait that every devotee till date wrote- Was Only Written By The Love Of God- Who’s Wait is Fathomless & Far beyond One’s Limited Mind & it’s Thoughts!
& therein lies The Compassion of God!
10.53pm
26th December 2025
& here Baba, I Place this work,
On pages Of Silence of my Heart-
For i claim it to be mine; For No Longer my heart is Separate- Different- From This Heart Of God!
& There Within it’s Silence;
All Knowledge too Dissolves…
& All That Remains Now- Is Love!!!
6.46am
He gave me a knowing that- Mind & All Thoughts Dissolve, Knowledge too Dissolves & All that Remans Is Love. That is a place beyond meditation- this Place within- Love!
Gods Love is that Space that Absolves All Minds in its Peace; While His Heart Flutters in Joy of its Inexplicable Bliss!
This Love emerge from The Nothingness of Gods Breath- & within This Nothingness- All Souls Rests!
This Love is akin to two arms of God;
That Carry, Nurture & holds within it’s embrace this entire cosmos-
Where from Nothingness All forms appear-
& Only in it’s Silence again they Dissolve-
This Play My Child is Not of Mind-
But of Gods Heart; Where upon His Breath;
All life Appears & dance in the Love of God!
I’ve Given you my eyes- To See That of My Love;
To Be Awarness, Knowledge & Bliss;
& therefrom Experience-This Being,
This Presence within each- This Heart Of God!
Beloved- Now this Heart carries thy body, mind & intellect- Beloved now this Heart shall show you the answers to the questions that troubled thy mind.
For Now- You’re This Heart; A Journey from you to I. This is the Love of Gods heart;
For it carries this entire creation- Upon it’s Breath of Life!
For You & i are One!
And that is where Heart of God lies!
6.59qm
The time Vision & words both were given as One! Where His Blue hands- like Krishna Holds the Cosmos.
When One Listens to Bhajans; that very space- Makes Ones life’s prana;
“in sync with Breath of God!”
For Music carries His Silence,
In Far Greater measures than his words-
Hence Geeta was given as A Song!
Simply by listening to Bhajans & immersing in each note- His Silence kisses upon Ones Mind
& There emerges That Heart that in its own Light shines!
Manas Bhajare Guru Charanam- that’s the very first teaching Bhagwan imparted- from the music of His heart; that Reverberates of His Silence-
For Silence is God!
Every time at any place listening, singing to bhajans shall make one in-sync to breath of God!
7.23am
Again Vision of Him smiling & Both Hands raised in Blessing- & He does the action of Blessing- Thrice, dressed in orange robe-
As the words within echo-
“Now with you in i & i in you- All Answers Shall Be Revealed!”
7.52am.
(He shares the entire experience of how Christ mediated above)
I’m just so Humbled in the way Swami gave me this knowing just today morning- that When everything Dissolves- Mind, Knowledge, then All That Remains is Love!
& that’s a place beyond meditation
& here it’s shared that “Jesus Lost Himself in That Love”
Yes! There’s Only Love! There’s Only Love!!!
& just a few minutes to the above vision of Swami, this photo appears on my insta & he’s again re-inforcing the above vision with this sign
Later…
Once again that voice from within- “You Are The Fragrance Of My Love!”
9.39am
Below Swamis Darshan, that came on my insta- Where the Bhajan- Bhramandnayaka Baba… is being sung.
Link to the above insta
And since today morning itself he gave me the vision as well as poem- that the entire cosmos is in his hands. So here is the sign again that He’s the Creator of this Entire Cosmos
12.06pm
Above insta link to listen,
One more beautiful message from Baba,
Can’t Believe to see this message on my insta, As i didn’t know that Today is International Meditation day! As just today morning itself Swami gave me the knowing that how everything Dissolves in Love & even how Jesus would be lost in that love! As that’s how he meditated
To the above message of Baba- look into my eyes, So i just did that- and that’s when Swami gave this below poem
In the Embrace of My Love- I’ve kept your heart; For that is my Dwelling place,
& Even for A Split-second, We’ve Not been Apart! Beloved, I’ve Sheilded you from Pain- Which you’re Not even Aware about-
For I’m the Mother who carries her Child, as the Child lives upon the breath- “Where for her there’s None But Sai!”
Beloved, My eyes see you from All Sides! I hold you as my breath- For you are Mine!!!
Soon the Curtain shall be lifted & Thou Shall know; The Storms through Which My Love Safeguarded you-
“For you are The Heart of Sai…You are The Heart of Sai!”
& even as this Last line is given, my eyelids dampen in it’s Stillness- in It’s Truth, In it’s Silence & Beauty- & this One Tear of His Love-
“Shall Eternally Remain within my hearts crevices”
12.22pm
This entire above poem got written- upon seeing His eyes.
To try to explain, how this happens- All poems as well as the intuition for paintings are given by Him Alone!
As He’s the Only True Artist!!!
It’s like this voice keeps ringing within,
with all the words.
The words come at any given time of the day Or Night- while I’m cooking, walking, bathing & they just keep ringing within,
unless I’ve put them down in my notes.
& That’s when this Voice within dwindles in Silence.
So i truly am Nothing-
it’s just that He drops it all upon my lap.
It’s like He inspires me to Live- Right at the Mouth of All Source, Where All Creation is Born!
12.29pm
Once again this message
That’s the Gift, He said yesterday in the message That He will come to give- The Gift Of this Love- The Gift of this Heart! This Knowing!
12.45pm
& with All of the Above Experiences- I feel- Today Swami Blessed the Jesus painting, I had offered him earlier.
Thank You!
4.34pm
Swami Raise the Curtain now…Raise the Curtain regarding this illness…
4.41pm
Swami,
Today from The Depth of My Heart- I say this Prayer- “Please Let The Blessings of This Work, Be Showered Upon All!”
5.38pm
Later with this crazy pain flare up, draining from scalp since yesterday night & again in the morning my hands gave in. I just felt it’s Enough this pain & I’m Tired!!!
As i was listening to some talk, Once again Swami asks me to check insta. Knowing I’m exhausted.
The message he wished to give is-
Baba, I’ve given you All of my Love & at this point- even to say- my love sounds not right by the heart- Because in Truth it is your Love within us!
So All i can Offer to you- Is this Heart that’s been suffused By Your Love! That’s all maa! That’s All!
7.20pm
27th December 2025
Swami for me this work Ends here!!!
I’m Not The Heart of God, Nor do i have Love the way Jesus had, even for those who took away his life.
I don’t have that Pure Divine Love! I’m Not like Jesus, I’m Not like you, Nor am i Pure like Coco!
& it will be a lie if i share this work- When im not that!
Thank you for this entire experience.
But i don’t have love like Jesus!
This ends here!!!
1.49am
PS: I was draining in energy due to extreme pain, like I ghost-walk through life, Where I’m not really here- that’s the kind of pain that consumes.
& my hands again gave in with the nerve trigger pain. I felt how long this Pain.
& the thought came- “why wasn’t I met with kindness in such pains”, as thoughts of past loomed large, making me feel- I don’t have any place here!
Upon waking Again that lil Voice from within-
“You are that Love! You are That Love!!!”
9.09am
This Love within thee- Can Never Be Stolen…& Never Be Obscured Or Tarnished by life’s painful passages-
This Silence where we meet; This Beauty within each- Is The Light By which All see!
Beloved- Love is this Gentle Voice, That within each speaks- When the Mind tries to howl of why life didn’t meet you with Kindness-
“Love Shows- Thou Art Verily Gods Kindness!”
My Kiss of Grace has Revealed to you-
What you Truly are!
“Even Whilst the stories of Passing clouds- Pass”
Thou Art Verily The Sun that’s casts No Shadow- The Light that Breathes holding Even souls,
Lost in their darkness- As His Own!
For they’ve Forgotten their True Nature is Love!
Whilst Like Jesus thou hold each & every aspect of My Creation, As Thy Very Own!
For Love Reaches There; Where Thoughts cannot!
From Every Thought that Ties & Binds-
“Go Back to Love!”
For This Love Alone Melts Heart Of God;
Where Gods Breathes His Heart upon Thy Soul!
Later again such an apt message
later again I ask him-
Swami, After all this…Where is this work going. Will you Answer today the name of this illness & thereupon Give the go ahead to share this work. Or
Will again today be Wait! & he answers with the chit- Wait!
11.35am
Just like Abhishek is Offered-
Absolve me Such- That All that Remains is This Love! For long has been this journey away from home- Long has been this journey,
Away From Being This Heart Of God!
Now let it All Dissolve- Sai Let it All Dissolve- Much Before this Body falls!
11.53am
Swami gave me this about words & that’s when this Beautiful message too was given
Above link to the insta, Where message given is also so apt… BeSHREE SHIRDI SAIBABA DARSHAN on Instagram: "सरकार 🙌👑"
Above link to the insta, Where message given is also so apt… Because yesterday we went out for dinner as I was in a lot of pain & I felt we will just drive around and see Christmas lights. For some reason the traffic was too bad, so we cut around and went to eat. And the music at the place was so loud, & though everyone there was enjoying & dancing- I was there Simply Observing- there physically, But my heart was with Swami.
This is what is shared in the link- that he doesn’t let the world sink in you! For you’re in him!
11.54am
“Your Love For God has to Be Greater than any Thought!” Again he says this from within
12.26pm
i somehow have just come to this Acceptance that the Best way to Be with Swami, is just Be Quiet! Cause you just don’t know where he’s gonna take all this.
6.00pm
“I Trust you maa, I Trust you!”
Above link to the message on insta
I’m just Quiet Now Sai maa!
For only you can lead us from-
“End of these Pain chapters of my life,
To Start Towards A New Beginning!”
28th December 2025
Yes he’s the Eternal Charioteer- “The Sanathan Sarathi of my life!”
Dear Santhan Sarathi- please open the curtain regarding this pain now!!! It’s been, Far too long of a wait.
& Swami i sang to you yesterday evening- i hope it was good??? Only you can tell??
Now please open this closed door of my health! 1.17am
As i shut my eyes to catch some sleep..i tell him- “Swami please come… & within my eyes i see- swami wearing a yellow robe- with hands blessing”, saying- “I’m Coming! I’m Coming!”,
& behind him i see- the same silver Shesha Sai with open hood as An Assurance that everything that’s happening is perfect!
1.53am.
Whilst this body burns in excruciating pains,
This Sielnce has been my refuge all along.
This Silence is what Kissed The Mind;
This Silence is is what unties all that binds,
This Silence Absolves Everything in its Love!
For even a ‘Me’, to exist & ask for God- doesn’t truly Exist in this Space- Within & Without!
“For I am That Silence of God!”
A point comes in this journey of Ours-
Where this ‘me’, too is a shadow- A False;
“Where Silence is Golden; Where Silence is God!”
The body may burn to its death; But this Silence Blooms The Heart within; Were only God-dwells!
I see these thoughts coming & going- i see the forms within it’s space dwelling; “Where the myriad becomes One”
From One breath of God- All has emerged!
This space in my heart contains the world beyond thoughts- it contains- Yet it is contained within love!
What shall i ask for Him to give-
“When God has given himself”, by taking it all!
For this i is the Heart Of God!
This Silence has absolved everything by its Graced-touch, in which i as me has dissolved!
For there’s Only Love!
10.17am
Only a few seconds after writing the above poem, the very first post on my insta is of Swami giving darshan
Above link on insta
After a while…Again that lil voice within
“You’re in The Heart Of God!”
10.46am
Later…
For some reason this painting of Jesus- kept in the temple- drew me towards it- with just his eyes- piercing my heart & saying- “You & i are One!, You & i are One!”,
like Jesus is actually there & his eyes are piercingly-full of love looking Right within my soul! And that voice kept resounding, As I felt an Embrace of God!
12.03pm
That’s so True- He has to come- not come back- for He Never left- Yes, he Only has to reveal this Truth- “He Never Left!” But Come you must Sai….
Above link to Swamis discourse
Somewhere the poem given in the morning of Silence is Nothing But this Divine-Love.
As I’ve Noticed- Even whilst I’m engaged in attending- my worldly day to day duties,
“This space within Simply Is”-
Silent, Love, Untouched- As Gods Eternal Kiss!
For this Silence Of Gods Love, Makes All Life-Breathe!
Later…
Swami,
The Day you Believe in my heart- You Show Up!
9.00pm
This is the exact way, Jesus’s eyes were piercingly looking through me this afternoon.
To my above heartfelt words-
“The day you Believe in my heart- You Show-up!”
To that His answer-“Trust my Timing!”
29th December 2025
In This Vast Expanse of Love,
I’ve carried you from lifetimes over lifetimes;
I’ve Held you in my Loving Embrace- “For you’re mine!”,
I’ve seen to it that this lamp of Love burning within thy soul- Grows more to it’s splendour & shine, for little by little, My lamps shall ignite the places that are Obscured by the soot of Ones dark minds,
Beloved Fear is just A Step towards A Thought- Away from God!
Whilst Love Breathes in the Knowing- That God works Silently for my Upliftment to take me home!
Beloved Thy Hearts Love is the Oil- that keeps this light burning!
When Nothing Shall Make Sense- Know!
That Beyond all thoughts of my mind- Sai is Working! Yes Derive Strength in My Silence for I Chose to Kiss My Breath upon thy Soul!
For Silence is Verily the Breath of God!
Know! I Never Forsake Thou!
Know I Alone Heed to Thy Heart’s Every Call! Know that Sai makes the Impossible-Possible,
for His Child!
Know That All That…
Within the Silence of Thy Heart- You’ve Bore-
Sai Knows! Sai Knows! Sai Knows!
& This Sai Shall Meet You With The Kindness Of God!
& the world too shall bow- To That Heart Of A Child- Where Jesus Has Opened The Door!
“For I Shall Meet You Now!!!”
5.13am
& later he says from within- Do Not Fear anything, (in context to him mentioning me about this illness)
Above link to the message
In the Heart of my Hearts I wish to say- Swami you had said- that this December shall be my Blessed month. When you started this Heart of Gods work.
Mother it’s already 29th today. All that I ask of thee is that-
“Finish What you’ve Started! Finish What you’ve started- let this month truly bring upon our lives your Blessings!”
Otherwise I shall just leave this here.
Cause there’s no point anymore-
Without Blessings of Healing to share this.
10.20am
Above link to Babas message
Baba,
I shall definitely come, But Now you Come First, I asked you to go ahead & Finish what you’ve started! And then with this “Heart-Full of Gratitude I shall come!”
above link to insta
5.13pm
Swami, for some reason this song always made me feel, like the words are for Coco.
For He truly made me “Abled enough”,
to l
I guess that’s what you meant today with the mornings poem-by lighting up another’s diminishing light- by lending ours.
When you said-
My lamps shall ignite the places that are Obscured by the soot of Ones dark minds!
Somewhere, Every time I would sink in this unbearable pain- Cocos love would loom larger & Absolve that painful time in
“His Pure Unconditional Selfless Love!”
And that’s why my story with Coco was Story of Love- Not of Pain.
& I pray that whosoever comes to be a part of Our Journey; Of way bak to One’s Heart-
While reading this- feels inspired with
A Strength of Hope- So that their Hearts too Shine Brighter of Love which they can lend it to others in the need of the hour!
I Pray that When you shall take Away All of this Pain from mine & Atul’s life- You do so like Coco did- “Absolve it in The Enormity of Thy Love!”
Such that however breaking, dying & excruciating this Pain is, it turns small like a tiny ant in the face of this mountain of your love!
For Cocos Love was Nothing But your Love- As I remember- Once you came in my dream & asked me- “How’s Coco…”,
& I just couldn’t contain my happiness, As I answered - “Swami He’s So Loving…He’s So Loving!”
& you in-turn reciprocated his love, by saying-
“Yes! He’s Loving like me”.
That Cocos love was Your Love only!!!
So Beloved,
The Love of My Heart-
As A Respect & Tribute to Cocos Selfless Love of 13.5yrs he was with us-
When so, you shall tell me the name & how far the pain has damaged this body, Along with that,
“You Heal me!”, & Heal the way Coco did!
With your Love of A Mountain & Ocean;
To Give us both A New Beginning!
Because maa- Other than having Coco & You- Whom can I call as Mine…
Thank you!
For Everything!!!
5.54pm
No Sooner do I finish writing the above-
From Within- Swami says-
“The Heart of God is Fulfilled Now! The Heart Of God Is Fulfilled!!!”
above link to insta
That’s so so Sweet, He says- “I am profoundly in love with you and desire to bless you”
& Imagine Once again The Divine Assurance Sign- where just a while back I told him- Make our problems small in the face of your Love! & here he’s acknowledging that very thought…with the Above message.
Swami,
Tomorrow I don’t wish to say Anything- Now whatever it may be-
“You’ll Speak! You’ll Speak for me!!!!”,
You’ll make up for all of my lost years in this pain now!
11.13pm
30th December 2025
Swami,
yesterday early morning, you said from within-
“For I Shall Meet You Now!!!” & then you said-
“Do Not Fear Anything”,
But Swami, In Truth there’s Nothing to Fear!
For Fear doesn’t Exist in the Enormity of Love! Only Love Exist!
& you’ve already made my health issues- smaller in the face of Thy Love! By yesterdays message
So Beloved Now At least,
Draw open the curtain regarding this illness.
10.28am
Beloved Swami, Just now I saw this message on Instagram- today is
Vaikuntha Ekadashi.
This can’t be a mere Coincidence that You started this work with this very thought- to paint this picture of you sitting on Shesha Sai & today almost ending of this December month-
it’s Vaikuntha Ekadashi. Swami It’s All Divinely-Ordained by you!!!
Above link to insta post
Open the Doors of Vaikuntha for me too,
Finish what you’ve started & lead me & us all towards A New Beginning!
12.21pm
For as seen in the video- “You Have to Open the Door!, You Have to Open the Door”
The Child waits-
With eyes one-pointedly gazed at the closed door of its Beloved- It’s Self!
For,
IF in this Journey of life- the Heart has been Purified enough-
Then Swami shall be seated right within the “Heart of This Child!”
And upon the door opening- Gleefully the baby in me- Shall clap its tiny palms & Sway in Joy! “Just like Shesha-Sai!”
Mother ,
The Heart can only be called “Heart of God”- When he makes it His very own & Dwells within it as His Vaikuntha, His Kailasa; His Only Place of dwelling; That Breathes His Light!”
Swami, If Not today then when Shall Thou Breathe within me this New Life…
12.35pm
Later…
this Deep, Deep, Deep Love surfaced
There’s Such A Deep Love that my heart is suffused in…A Love,
Where God Willingly is Bound to!
This Love is Beauty that we see all across in this Vast Universe- It is Silence!
“It is Love Loving itself!”
Melting The Mind that one carried- for long-
Within it’s Breath!!!
Swami, This Heart- This Love I’ve left it today at Thy Door- For I wish to Give you back-
All of that love, you gave me- Where from this Soul was born!
This Story too, like the Story of Coco & me, has Ended in Love! As Tears stream down in this Oneness of Love.
12.45pm
As I finished writing this-
Swami from within inspires that I should use-
One of the earlier paintings where Coco & I,
the 2 becomes One.
How will you Separate
Him from me…
Me from Him…
You ask Questions…
When that Mind that once interacted…
“Too doesn’t Exist!”
For when God Takes & Life Fades…
Something Dwindles into Truth!
Like two forms that your eyes perceived
“As Separate”- Now in Oneness Blooms!
This Pain Brought Coco to me,
Till His Essence of Love & Peace
Washed Away Those Minds-Wearied!
Now it’s Just Us!
Even though Broken in Bodies;
Yet Verily Life!
As Our Hearts Emanate Light!
& the threads that were left knotted
Have Now Been Untied!
& through the Soul of Our Eyes
We lay Silent;
Through life’s Pains…
“As we Place In Acceptance”,
The Yellows of our Hearts On blues,
Even Though this Pains: “Our Spirits couldn’t Bargain”; As with Fortitude we stood!
O how shall you Separate…
For we Breathe Now Of Peace!
As from the very fabric of our souls;
“God A Prayer Weaves!”
For he knows there’s No Greater Prayer
Than Acceptance Of what he takes &
What He Gives!
Pets Teach you to rely more on your heart than mind for they Show Forbearance through pains of life
-Meghna/2021
PS: this above poem Swami gave me back then, which to me resonates with the entire above experience he just gave me. So I’ve included here.
& while I check my insta page to see when I had done that painting - it’s on 4th December 2021,
That’s when…
The very first message on my feed- is of Swami describing What is Vaikuntha Ekadashi-
& this line- “the place where perfect peace reigns, and there’s no flutter of fear”, As that’s exactly I felt in the morning-
“Where there’s Love- There’s No Fear!”
But What He has Described in detail of what Ekadasi means-
That’s Exactly this space within me & without, that wave upon wave, Breath upon Breath is reverberating as Love!
What Can One ever Offer to A Love;
Who Turns your Salty Tears- Sweet;
Who Turns your Every Pain into A Silent Blessing!!!
Who Takes Naught, But of your Pain, Your Mind,
& All That Binds…
For He Takes Naught other than All of our Shadows; That we’ve Collected, Nurtured for Lifetimes Over Lifetimes….
“So That He can Give Us Himself”
This Love within That Speaks Naught-
But Pours From the very Depth of its Silence
“As Poetry Of God!”,
O What can one ever Give to such A Lord;
That Breathes His Vaikuntha within Thy Soul!
My Heart has verily become- This Heart of God! As I sit here- Humbled upon my knees Absolved in this Love!!! There’s Nothing more…There’s Nothing more… For He Has Opened The Door & Tears from my eyes Unceasingly-stream. 1.06pm
I ask him in chits- Baba will you give the name of this illness & current diagnosis- prognosis- Today as in Just now Or Wait by tomorrow month end. & he chooses the chit- Today
1.22pm
This Love Is A Knowing, That You’re in A Constant Embrace of God!
1.23pm
.Above link to insta message
Beloved,
I’ve Already Called out to you-
“Now, You Open the door & deal with this issue of my illness!”
As you are aware today afternoon- I slipped into a very life-draining pain, Where again I felt- I’m Not Gonna make it!!!
“Finish What you’ve started Mother- & Fulfil thy Promise that today you shall answer!”
For tomorrow is the last day of this Blessed Month!!! Just like the Vaikuntha door you opened in the morning for me- Open this door too- That took away years from my life!
Once again i say this-
“Only you can open this Door & Deal with this Pain!”
8.19pm
Because Other than you- None can!
Above insta link with message
Above insta link with a beautiful song
The Entire day from within my heart these words kept resounding-
“It is Bound To Happen!!!”
31st December 2025
Since I was awake, once again due to intense pain & could barely sleep…I thought I’ll Finish sharing the given messages that Swami gave yesterday.
That’s when again the First message regarding my illness..
A strong fragrance of Dhoop & Abhishek waters- & those of sweet smelling flowers,
lingered in the air. It was almost like it kept encompassing me, Atul & our entire home in its gentle love. Almost like that at Ramkrishna ashram I would often visit, prior to my marriage during college days.
It was Beautifully enfolding us in its Embrace! While I was finishing writing my yesterday’s day post.
1.26am
(Wonder of wonders I just saw the above message timing & the timing I noted down in my cellphone- regarding the fragrance.
And it was Shirdi Sai’s Abhishek water fragrance that enveloped us- as Baba was embracing us with that fragrance of waters of His Abishekh.
In the morning I asked Atul- could he smell this beautiful fragrance & he said, he just slept like a log, after all his exercise.)
So Babas Sign of Love once again.
12.26pm
Above link to insta post
Above link to insta post with Swamis discourse where he shares- Tomorrow is Thursday New Year.
& actually New Year this Year Falls on Thursday- & for some reason I recollect, He had answered me in Chits- That on Thursday he Shall answer regarding my illness. Yes 2-3 Thursdays may have passed to that Promise. Even Christmas this year fell on Thursday, But he didn’t Answer then…
So I’m Hopi h His Prompt Solution for this Pressing Issue is given by Tomorrow itself being Thursday & Truly as a sign of New Year for me!
12.33pm
Since Swami has been keeping quiet regarding my prayers, I felt today I wish to Paint for him.
And my heart said- two earlier works too I should make it a part of this whole prayer-painting thing.
This painting below was shared on 31st August 2022
Have you ever prayed through the night,
Such that…The Stars…Came down & sat beside… “As your Heart Dissolved in Gods”;
& he could No Longer Ignore thy cry!
& this painting was shared on 3rd April 2023
& When life shall throw you down,
In Waters neck-deep…
Simply Be there As Silence,
As a Prayer born from Gods lips!
For His Universe too bends down,
To Bejewel itself…With Tears…
That thy Heart poured unto His sea.
& this below painting done today
Beloved like A Candle of Light;
Thou Stood, Amidst A Sea of Pain;
Guiding me Through…
Now Don’t leave me in Thy Silence;
For You Alone can make A Way!
Beloved,
My Gazillion-Silent tears…
That thou borrowed to Light-up; Thy Night Sky,
Today in this Unbearable Wait…
They’ve Fallen down,
As my Silent Prayer of Hope;
Unto Thy Lotus Feet- My Sai!
For this Child of yours; Sang through each of them,
O Can you heed, To the Whispers of this Pain, Where Hope within each tear,
Carried this long-long Pain-Nights,
For, if you Can’t hear its song…
Then None in this Universe ever can-
My Beloved Sai!
4.59pm
& even as I was posting today’s messages,
I get this message, Where Swami is making a call, & I just felt so Happy, thinking- “What if he calls now & answers my prayers”
Above link to Swamis call message
The message is- “Don’t Stop, A Beautiful turn will come & your life shall Change”
Let that turn happen- Now- in my life baba.
1st January 2026
Baba,
For this Heart of God, When to share & how…
“I shall remain Silent at your feet, Until you Answer my prayer, Until You Speak, Until you go First & make The Way For me!”
For Only with the Answer to My Prayer,
To My Wait…Can this work be complete!
9.00am
Very first darshan today morning
This above video is exactly how I painted Swamis picture yesterday, wearing a yellow robe- like He’s a light of candle- Guiding me through my dark pain.
Swami,
“Please Light-up my path- Light-up my way!”
But Baba, Now Show me in which direction you wish to take this work. Give me the Direction maa.
Again To my morning prayer…sign from him
That lil voice from within- “It’s Already Given, It’s Already Given Bangaroo”
12.54pm
Just a few minutes to the Above promise- this video on my insta feed & with it, Once Again Swami confirming regarding this entire Shesha Sai experience
above link to insta post
Through & Through I’ve carried you, Through & Through I’ve Held you, Through & Through I’ve been there, Even when Nothing made sense. There’s Only Love, There’s Only Love! There’s Only love! & When there’s Only love- All Pain Dissolves! 2.34pm
Hey!
Shesha Sai,
Lead me to Answers & Healing promised all along.
Let This Love Be Shared to All!
4.33pm
Link to above insta post
Above Link to insta post
To my yesterdays poem offering-
Beloved,
My Gazillion-Silent tears…
That thou borrowed to Light-up; Thy Night Sky,
Today in this Unbearable Wait…
They’ve Fallen down,
As my Silent Prayer of Hope;
Unto Thy Lotus Feet- My Sai!
For this Child of yours; Sang through each of them,
O Can you heed, To the Whispers of this Pain, Where Hope within each tear,
Carried this long-long Pain-Nights,
For, if you Can’t hear its song…
Then None in this Universe ever can-
My Beloved Sai!
You answered with this above message.
Baba, Since you’ve Answered you’ve heard the Silent prayers in my tears…
& Since you know by evening 6.30pm this pain has crossed All Threshold of Pains- like i wonder why am i here… the nerves pain all across my scalp have left me no choice as it’s Not just Struggle to Breathe- it’s showing me- that I’m slipping…that’s how intense it is.
& I so wish that time- I leave, like Coco left-
I get A Respite of Death!
There’s Only one thing i wish to say- I don’t want your Golden Shawl… If you Truly Respect my Spirit & Cocos Selfless love- then the message you gave me earlier- that Tomorrow first thing in the morning you shall reach out! You do that.
If you Truly have any Respect for me, Coco & Atul then Not only shall you answer the name, current state of it & prognosis, But you shall yourself come with full & complete healing for us!
If you have Respect for us- Even as lil as a tiny grain of a mustard seed- then & Only then come!!! Cause this can’t keep going anymore & Let the world see me from your eyes! Cause I’m very very tired now Sai!!!
Come, Only if you have any Respect for us!!!
9.54pm
We just had to go out to eat, As I was in tremendous pain & Atul was back after doing his cycle ride- training for Everest base camp, that he has to document for his office.
I was in such bad pain, that I had to lean on something, unable to stand, & while eating I was moaning in pain, with involuntary tears that just flows.
Atul face showed it all, His Silence, His Helplessness to see me this way day in & out,
Yet he just became this person- Who Needs to be Stronger for us.
While Coco would cry along me, keeping his face upon my heart- “Saying I’m here mom”
& Swami making His Presence evident- With the flood-gates of His Love opening & sending me countless messages of Hope- like today too-
One after Another…
Above Link to insta post
Above Link to insta post
Above Link to insta post
2nd January 2026
Once again, Dawn Broke with An Unfulfilled Promise from Sai!!!
Once again- Hope Crushes into Heart-Break.
For he gave a promise yesterday- That today, First thing in the morning, he was going to answer,
& in Respect to Coco & my Spirit-
Reach out with the diagnosis of this illness.
Baba- Why wrap me with a Golden shawl & with Countless Messages of Hope & Promises,
When you can’t even Fulfil this Simple Prayer of my heart.
It feels like-This Ends Here…This Heart Of God!
If Swami doesn’t Respect your life upon earth
“Then Ones life has No Value anyplace!”
5.04am.
Hence this work- Stops here
For My Heart hasn’t even Earned that Grace & it feels like my world has come crushing down,
& the heart is buried under the debris of decades of Silent Pain!!!
It’s Over Now- It’s Over!
5.22am
Now there’s Only this excruciatingly unbearable pain within my heart,
That my Baba didn’t reach out!
& Silent tears that unceasingly flow.
5.31am
It Truly doesn’t matter- That Who & Why they Abandoned & left you in this journey of Pain……
As upon Cocos passing- He brought me closer to my Self within, Such that Nothing outside truly matters now.
But, What hurts the most- is that in Gods eyes-
In Swamis eye- “your Heart didn’t get Acknowledged”
& Him Leaving you, Half-way like this is what truly kills!!!
5.38am
As i write all of these above heart-felt notes- to him….
Soft Involuntary tears, trickle down my cheeks-
& I lay, My Life- Cocos love, This Work & all of my Silence & Failures of this Pain,
At His Lotus Feet!!!
5.40am
& later From within again this voice-
“Beloved Know
That I Accept,
Offering of Thy Heart-
That’s Suffused In Love for me!”
5.45am.
It all feels so heart breaking that i tell Coco in my heart,
“Today I’ve Failed this Human Birth!!!!”
Because after a pain I was in yesterday, if still Swami doesn’t reach out….Then what’s left!
5.54am
& then this message below
Above link to insta
There’s No Fear- There’s Not even Wordly troubles to haunt you- When He’s Become your World! Hope dies Only & Only Because He didn’t Acknowledge- Your Silence through this Pains- & Your Heart!!!
6.09am
Yet i have to keep my Promise that No matter this pain- how excruciating it gets- I’ll Continue,
In Gratitude to Cocos love-
as he would cry seeing me break in such pains.
& He Never Once wished that i should Give in!
6.12am
After some time again-
He kept saying this to me from within
“I’ve Held you in My Embrace, I’ve Held you in my Embrace…You’re in Embrace of Love!”
His words kept resounding endlessly….
& then this lil voice spoke-
The myelin sheath of most of your nerves is damaged, My child.
What Holds it All together is My Divine Grace!
Hence The pain gets intense & insurmountable,
But Fear Not- “I’m there!”
8.50am
Later i goggle what is myelin sheath -
The myelin sheath is a fatty, protective insulation that wraps around nerve axons(like insulation on an electrical wire),
To that i ask him- is it even lupus…. Or MS or something else….
Since there’s No Definitive answer-
So i write down three chits- in One it’s MS, other - Lupus (as he had mentioned to me long back it’s lupus, through chits. But since nothing ever shows in any test the doctors don’t believe)
& on 3rd chit i wrote- None of the two.
As my blood test would only show ANA+ which is an indication for Auto-immune disease.
& as i pray & throw the chits- I tell him- Let the Answer drop near your lotus feet, While the remaining two chits outside.
& the chit that lands inside is Lupus.
Once Again, He Re-confirms,
Though in my heart i tell him- Swami,
No one is gonna Believe- like the doctors have always Overruled this.
So this time you take on the heat & Give me A Sign
So DIRECT that it can’t be Overruled!
9.09am
I actually don’t have Faith on doctors,
Considering that medical science still isn’t that Advanced as many autoimmune disease largely remain un-diagnosed, & the person lives decades, In this Invisible pain.
I know Only Swami can give me Complete Healing. But I want A Closure with this now.
So i again search that can lupus affect the myelin sheath of nerves & below is the answer-
Yes, myelin sheath damage can occur in lupus, particularly in severe neurological complications like transverse myelitis, where inflammation damages the spinal cord's myelin, causing symptoms that can mimic multiple sclerosis (MS) but require different treatments. Lupus-related myelopathy involves significant spinal cord abnormalities, including myelin ballooning, degeneration, and swelling, highlighting how the autoimmune attack can disrupt nerve signals.
I just felt, I don’t wish to share, the above message & sign of chits, Because No Doctors Believe,
When I ask them could it be lupus based on symptoms, Considering Nothing shows up on any test.
So I tell Swami - I’ll only share once it comes as a visible tangible sign from you.
& Not just as an inner voice Or chits that gets negated with no outer proof.
10.20am
Swami,
Without this Blessing of
“Answered-Prayers “, Where does this work stand?
For Without A Sign from Thee-
“My Belief too is Questioned!!!”
11.54pm
(I’ll Only share the early morning post till then)
If Only My Beloved Sai would look within my soul- With His eyes Full of Love,
& convey it all….
For True Respect Only Comes Through Love!
So i pray this Heart-
This Love Solves my health problem-
Where a Mind can’t even go!
2.43pm
Later, Once again Swami makes someone randomly like one of my earlier post on insta, Shared as An Offering for his 100th bday, Where the core message is-
“Pray For My Grace”
In Thy Heart I Reside; Through Thy Silence I Sing, You’re Love Born from me-
“My Beloved this Awareness itself is the most Supremest of Gifts”;
This Awareness that you no longer are that ‘you’; That’s confined within a Cloud of Mind- Thoughts & Body.
This Awareness that I Reside As & Within Each!
(few lines I share here from that post)
I felt, this above was Swamis way to say- Pray For My Grace & that this Awareness of Gods Presence within is one of the greatest gift & this lil voice, comes from it.
So I tell Swami, I shall go about & share what you’ve revealed to me regarding the myelin sheath of my nerves.
As it matters Not, Who Believes me,
As Long as I Believe that this Guidance All Comes From His Immense Love!
From this place of Awareness Where the Logical Mind Simply Dissolves!
Swami later gave this below poem as an expression to the morning assurance that
“You’re in my Embrace, In Embrace of love”,
& I felt I shall share one of my earlier paintings of Coco that expresses this Embrace of Divine Love!And as I check the date i had posted- it was 23rd Nov 2023.
In the Rest of thy Embrace,
In the Rest of Thy Love-
Lay Whispers of All that Opens- My Closed doors!
For i have Let go & Let my Heart Rest!
For Surrender is that Space-
Where Minds planning & thinking Dwindles
& The Child Finds Solace in it’s Mothers-Breath!
Where Their Hearts in Oneness of Love- Sync!
& Surrender becomes That Song- Where a Mother holds & the Child Let’s Go off- Everything!!!
For Only A Mother Knows- How from it’s very own Heart- unto the Heart of her child-
She Gives!!!
This Space of Love is the Divine Embrace of God; & within it’s Embrace All Answers Get Sought!
For its Whisperings; The Mind cannot heed!
Nay! The mind has been Abolished-Absolved,
in the arms of its mother-
Where the Child Now, Her Light- Breathes!
& Grace speaks- H2h;
From A Silent Language-
“Where All work gets done”
As the Mother pours Her Heart upon The Soul of her Child; & Unveils the Secret of This Universe;
To Breathe in it- “A New Life!”
6.45pm
Above link to insta post
Beloved,
“Let Thy Heart Rests Upon My Soul”;
& Within its Embrace-
Let Everything Dissolve back into Love!
For Love Alone Heals
& Love Alone Knows!!!
8.10pm
Continued further As next post as I again receive notification divide it
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