Heart of God (continue chapter 11)
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18th June 2026
Yesterday I was questioned for my Belief.
That how can it even be Blood Cancer. When you’ve not done any test.
Nor does CBC show anything except in one report it showed low platelets and high lymphocytes that can be ruled out as passing infection.
Even earlier, when I had shared this vision,
I was overruled on the same grounds by someone and even so Baba- Saying it’s only A Vision & that can’t be equivalent to a scientific diagnosis
So today I asked him, he Needs to Intervene to deal with this issue.
For when tomorrow, he shall ask me to share this work, these few handful, who now question my Faith, Shall be joined in by more.
Above link to talk
Swamis synchronicity of sending a talk, that co-relates with what one is going through at that exact moment in their life, still amazes me.
As on a random, I was listening to this talk, where it was shared in similar context- That when something is not seen it’s questioned & hence it’s not Believed like God. That there are millions of things in this Universe that are not seen, but One has to Trust & Accept.
Because in the end Universal Will prevails & individual will can’t stand in its place.
This is how much Baba is with me, that even if my physical pain largely remains unseen,
But ultimately His Will Shall Prevail to see to it;
My Faith in him isn’t Overruled.
So in No Way, do I wish to subject myself to a bone marrow biopsy just to prove this Truth, because I’ve lived enough of this pain for 25+ yrs now.
And my body can’t take anymore of this stress.
I know it’s Blood Cancer because of the way I’ve lost weight, the swollen lymph nodes upon my throat & inner thigh and many more criteria’s that checks the box.
But more than any criteria, I Believe Him!!!
So I know that he shall see to it that I’m not over-ruled, Because In fact it’s No longer me,
“But He who’s being Overruled”.
Hence I’ve asked him to intervene. And Deal with the issue way ahead of a time when this all is only seen by doubtful eyes & therein looses the Blessings that Swami showered upon this work.
Because Gods ways are Silent & from heart,
& those troubled by their minds are blinded and unable to see Truth!
So today I’ve offered all of my life problems at his feet. Because if he doesn’t show up, then let this work in my Silent Faith be buried, Because when God is Overruled this way, then there’s no Chance for someone like me.
And apart from this work, I’m genuinely tired of being questioned- First it was lupus where medical science wasn’t that advanced to diagnose and 26yrs of lupus led me to Blood Cancer, as there is no medication to cure lupus yet, other than taking immunosuppressant’s that too only creates more damage.
And Now with this Cancer, I’m again questioned.
So please intervene, So that I don’t have to go through such acid test time and again,
Where I’m going through utmost physical pain,
Yet No one agrees because your Grace has kept me “to appear”, in a certain way.
Even though I go through hell & to add to that,
this mental agony of being questioned for a pain that’s deliberating, Yet invisible.
Except that lately this fatigued due to pulling down this way, almost 7kgs without even doing any form of exercise. With days gone by, not even being able to go for a walk is quiet evident.
Since it’s lupus & Blood Cancer as mentioned by you, then as my medical doctor- Swami, Reveal this Truth- & it has to be more than A Vision.
12.51pm
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