Heart Of God (continue chapter 12)

4th July 2026

Finished the painting today by late evening,

The Vision Baba gave on 2nd July 2026.

Since I’m sharing the painting in today’s post,

So will share the Vision details again here, to correlate it with the painting for an understanding.

A Vision-

I see Shirdi baba standing & his figure appears like a flame, standing in the midst of a heavy darkness, & the only bright light emanating is from his form…

(though in the Vision Shirdi baba is seen standing at a distance so his figure appears like a small burning flame, but here I painted him more Visible & in the fore-front)

As he says- “You’re here due to my light”,

Showing, Otheriwse the flame of my life would

Have been Swallowed by this darkness.

And then he says pointing to many poisonous snakes on the ground, coiled around where he’s standing, as I see a snake slither by, When he points to it saying- “I shall not let this Poison come to you”.

Vision ends

8.01pm

After this, there’s Nothing much left to share…

12.00am

5th July 2026

In my Surrender I ask thee, Do as you Please…. Whether I laugh, Whether I weep,

Do as you Please…

Whether in pain, Whether you heal-

Do as you Please, But You Alone carry me,

For I’m not someone’s burden,

But Solely Thy & Thy Alone Responsibility!

That’s All I ask of thee!

Until my last breath- Do as you Please!

Because you’re the one who gives life to this inert matter….

So from birth to death & in all my in-betweens,

Beloved Sai, Do as you Please!

Whether someone walks along, Or Whether someone chooses to leave, Do as you Please!

And whence shall my last breath be released,

Do as you Please!  I’ve left everything at thy lotus feet,

If You want me to go through various tests

& be a guinea pig- Do as you Please!

For this pain I accept & even this Silence on part of thee, I Accept as Thy Prasadam for me.

Wheather thou intervene Or leave me at some doctors mercy-

I am yours & that’s the Only Truth I have to Offer thee- Along with this heart of mine, in which Dwells None but you My Sai!

For this pain has brought about a death within & Now there’s Nothing much left on my part,

Other than this Knowing-

That even if you shall choose to walk away & abandon me-

“My Heart is Only full of love for thee”,

Even if you fail to show thy love for me,

I’ll Accept that too as thy Prasadam & say- I’m yours & there’s only Love in my heart & soul for thee!

Do whatever you wish to do with my life- that makes you happy!!!

Because by that alone my birth here shall have its Fulfilment & Blessings!

For that’s all I longed for; To make both you & Coco Happy!

Both Atul & I are your Children’s,

And you as our Everything, My only prayer is- don’t let go of our hands,

hold us as you’ve very breath & being. Because we have Nothing left, but thee.

Do as you Please!!!

11.25am