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After 15 years of hibernation, I feel an urge to travel light!...By letting out all that, That I in my 'Silence' bottled up inside. Some thoughts, some sketches, pictures & drawings...woven as poetry; the way I look at life.

Heart Of God (continue part 10)

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28th May 2026



Such a beautiful prayer, I too truly feel that this work here is done. It came from His Heart unto mine, Until I realised that it was Never my heart but His; His Presence as this Heart within me. That got me this far in life especially when there were No Answers.

With all the Challenges of this pain & people by and large not understanding, Even that was fodder for my growth.

I know Badal has been rescued & is being given treatment & if Swami wills he will live & he will experience Love from humans in whose heart God-dwells.


As dogs being resilient, do bounce back.

Yet I pray no innocent life has to ever endure such apathy due to human failings.


Swami has saved him too, Because in the end it’s not the name of those who’ve hurt that are remembered, But those who’s Spirit endured the worse & yet didn’t loose their Souls, are the ones dear to God.


So hopefully Now this Heart of God,

when he shall ask me to share- Shall open the Hearts in others who shall know- that God Always dwells within them as this Heart- Simple & Sweet.


Lest the only Choice they need to make is heed to its call within, and not to the mind & its desires, because God speaks to each heart based on their individual journey’s.

11.35am



Above link to post


O Such a beautiful message from him to send here & Especially after the above thought of heart.

I believe the bees shall come & partake the honey from this flower of offering that Swami has given to us.

Yes It’s His Offering to us.

He’s the doer- writer, inspiration, artist behind this- I’m Nothing.


The bees shall benefit as they are wise enough to partake the honey from this work.

Whilst the flies shall meander from birth after birth upon the garbage of their own limited thinking & minds of others. & in doing so bargain their true Self!

1.08pm


Later I asked Swami to send his love as mine wasn’t enough towards a soul, for the way he stood by….

& Later upon asking did he…


Swami says - He’s in my Embrace, I’ve accepted thy prayer, See that is why you’re A Beacon of My Light here, Because even when something challenging or heart-breaking happens in your life, you’re quick to remember- You’re free,


& your Mind easily dissolves all pain in your Heart & your Heart is My Love-Forgiving!

2.33pm


This is the Crux of this entire work- God can’t be Present where there is A Victim- Either there are two Victim’s meeting life’s challenges, with a mind that is unable to show love, fighting, arguing endlessly,


Or there’s Gods Heart Righteously Still, Peaceful, Standing up, But Loving & sending Love!

Either you meet life from the standpoint of A Victim based on all your gathered stories & keep reacting & living life as though on a loop by suffering for lifetimes over lifetimes.


Or you transcend into A Heart of God that is beyond minds limited thoughts.

The Choice is always yours!!!

You either identify as a victim to your mind-body experiences, Or Know you’re God!!!

3.34pm.



Later A Vision,

I see Swami in yellow gown, he standing facing me, while I’m seated down.

Excitedly he repeats “Take Padnamskar, Take Padnamaskar, Take Padnamskar, My child”,

Then lovingly he pats both my cheeks with his hands & says- “I’m Very, Very, Very Happy,

My Child”,


Then he places both his hands upon the i-pad, (where this work is saved), as he says-

“I Bless it, I Bless it, I Bless it!!!”

And while saying it- thrice, he touches the i-pad that I’m holding, by placing both his palms upon it

Vision ends

PS: Finished both the paintings by 29th


4.38pm

(I take a screen shot of my cell, for noting down the time of Vision, to be included later, as my eyes were shut. At times he gives the Vision whilst my eyes are open & I’m engaged in some activity.

But when this Vision was given, I had just taken a break from painting & was laying, in order to get back on energy)


29th May 2026


That lil voice from within

“Beloved if is said I’ll come, then I’ll come,

I’ll Not Forsake you Bangaroo!!!”

1.42am.


Since my energy not only dipped but i felt I’ll slip,

i told him it seems I’m dying…

& hence he gave me the above words of assurance

1.44am


Mother it was your Sheer Grace to let me do this work.

Please see to it that it gets shared as per your Will!

But something doesn’t feel right, if i die, then let me die at your lotus feet. Make sure of that.


& Thank you for Everything, but I’m truly not in a good condition. Tho i know- you know it already!!!

2.07am


& immediately he sends this message of Grace, as I wrote to him that this work happened only by thy sheer grace


Swami please make sure that the last Vision of you Blessing this work is painted & we still have to share the 27th & 28th post on our site, as the paintings are ongoing.


Please let me finish the last painting & share this work, post that if i die also I’m fine. Because my life’s purpose is met. But till then no matter how bad this gets- keep me going! Hopefully tomorrow we can finish both the paintings & share the post

2.56am



Swami since this work is near to completion once i finish the painting of yesterday’s Vision….

Then From my end all the steps are taken-


Now from your end you decide, Where does my life & souls like Badals stand with this pain.


Because the pain has played it’s part & our souls kindness too has played it’s part, irrespective of how we were seen or met,

But now you have to play your part in the grand scheme of things!


They say- When you do Gods work then God does your work.


Please Heal Badals jaw…

Please Show up!!!

By giving him a miraculous healing & not being subjected to months of pain by a wire being attached to hold his jaw

He sure doesn’t deserve this…


Otherwise this work that’s called -

“The Heart Of God”- truly has No Heart in it.


As for me, either heal & give A New Beginning,

in all aspects of my life

Or let me leave too, Just like Coco!

2.52pm


That’s a beautiful message, because I would write letters to Shirdi baba since my schooled days,

So yes he did call….



Later again that lil voice from within


“I Embrace you with A Love that’s Kind!

& along you all the souls you’ve prayed for!”

5.48pm


Above link to post


Swami sent such a beautiful talk, that also especially since yesterday the post is about animals & kindness, But the kindness with which this lord met his devotees who came in an animal form is truly heart touching.

& by the end of the talk I was simply melting in tears at the love & lengths with which Swami goes to show us this respect & acknowledgment to Ones Service & teachings of oneness.


Entire day till late evening i was working & finished painting yesterday’s Vision,

as there were 2 artworks of the Vision


& upon finishing i told him- Now you have to Finish the stories of our life- for Badal healing & love!


As for me if there’s no healing then please let me go!!!

Thank you!


But now you have to intervene maa!!!!

10.53pm


Even this last message of the day, is in context of seeing God in all living beings. As lovingly Swami is holding this rabbit. I know, Swamis love has reached Badal too as an assurance from this above message.


Later That lil voice within

Your Faith will Not Fail, Your Faith will Not Fail!!! Your Baba will be there, Even before you call!!’ 11.47pm


30th May 2026


Everyone meets you from the place they are at. But you should meet yourself from the place-

God is at.


This journey is more about seeing yourself, Checking the mind space that you’re entangled in, & knowing- you’re not what you think.

It’s Not even about checking on-others


Yes Observing is a beautiful space of heart.

Observing yourself & surrounding liberates. Observing makes One Aware of Gods breath within. And Observing Alone creates a distance between this breath- this presence within from ones own limited mind & a body that’s every single second dying.


This Presence remains untouched,

Since there’s No Beginning, No End, No Time.

This Presence alone shall Be,

Even when dissolution of ones mind, body

& even this Cosmos shall happen, Which it shall,

in it’s own time…..


The Presence Alone shall be, For it is beyond time!

And in knowing & Experiencing this alone-

you’ll know how Gods Heart breathes!!!


For This Heart is not like a human heart,

But In Love & As Love Ever Expanding.


Observe more why you think, speak or feel the way you do & something within you shall shift

into a space of Silence & Being & then you’ll realise not only were you never separate from God; But you art that!!!


Because wheresoever, Gods Heart dwells,

there itself Grace, Beauty & Blessings are showered upon this earth.


Samastha Lokah Sukino Bhavantu!


Samastha Lokah Sukino Bhavantu!


Samastha Lokah Sukino Bhavantu!


12.57pm


Mother now either you have to call me to you & Coco Or you have to come!!!

2.38pm


Above link to post


And once again to my above feelings, he comes with such a beautiful message, where the words in the song means- you are aware of my happiness & sadness & I am what I am, because of you.




And with this message Swami went all out,

as while doing yesterdays painting of the vision, where swami asks to take Padnamaskar, I tell Swami now either your Grace shall flow, Or I’ll be left to this life. And out here, in the animation there’s actually grace flowing from him to me. Grateful for having a Beloved Lord like him!!! 3.51pm

 
 
 

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