Heart of God (continue part 5)
- megloke76
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Updated: 16 hours ago
30th January 2026
Swami allows Space to breathe…
When I asked him to reveal the damage of lupus on my body…he Chose to remain quiet regrading that, While blessed this work, in yesterday’s morning Vision.
So I’ll let it be
When Swami becomes quiet- then One should be Silent too.
Later some heartfelt words offered to him, that Swami inspired to be shared with this painting done on 1st June 2024
Let Truth be met by Truth!
8.45am
Maybe…some lives just End in Wait….
Whilst they carry tears within as Unsung-Songs
& Smile- For they Touched Gods Heart-
By Selflessly Being His Love!
So that this Earth could Breathe & Hope could sing!
Swami sends this beautiful video of him doing Abhishekh to Shirdi idol seated on Shesha Sai.
Above link to post
For Love is Giving of Yourself As Breath of God that whispers- In Thy Giving & Through Thy Brokenness- Thy Soul is made Whole,
& then Pain too turns into A Blessing!
Maybe Someday this Wait…too Shall be met
With Truth, That Alone knew it’s Givings!
10.51am
I was quiet…Since Swami was quiet, trying to finish Coco’s painting which for some reason has been prolonging & not getting done, due to this pain.
& By evening I pushed myself to go for a short walk, as the pain was intensely unbearable, due to the nerve triggers on my scalp.
Later by night, Swami inspired me to share the basic crux of His teaching that he had revealed to me a few years back & even through this work with Atul.
As Atuls nature of work goes up & down in scale-with dry period of work, followed by intense travels & endless working-hours, Where he tries to find his feet of Balance.
I shared, this is Babas ways that we all face these pauses & challenges in life, to make us connect to Him within, As our very own heart!
To know that we truly are God & this Heart is his dwelling place!
So these long pauses in ones work or troubles in life & pains are only meant as a redirection, of going inwards in that Space of Silence,
Where this Truth is revealed.
& Ones Minds howling; it’s irrelevant thoughts during such testing periods simply loose it’s power, When experienced God as Ones Own Self!
& then…
What surfaces & gets done from that Space of Truth; from God- “Simply becomes A Blessing!”
This every soul eventually has to go through,
Not as a punishment, But to redirect One’s journey back home!
Later Swami reached out this way…
31st January 2026
Yesterday night due to extreme pain-
i told Swami, I’ll just lay here & sleep by your lotus feet.
Upon waking…Swami hadn’t sent any signs of reaching out to my prayer…
& Just a couple of minutes to that thought…
He gives A Vision-
im seated by Swamis feet & as i glance up- he’s Seated on Shesha Sai with 7hoods.
He’s seated very Gracefully, while he’s looking at me with that bewitching smile.
And the entire scene is beautiful, While i hear these words being sung- “Namo Sai Narayanaya, Namo Satyanarayana”, as though playing on a loop.
I’m absorbed in that Pure Divine Love- Just looking at him, Sweetly smiling at me & then
He shows that this Bewitching form of him seated upon Shesha Sai is right within my heart.
That my heart has become His Dwelling place & the above lines of music kept echoing.
5.50am
Swami,
Thank you for Everything…But I’ll share this,
Only After you answer my prayer…
Since you came as Lord Vishnu- the lord of creation, Now let Shesha Sai show the way- that from this point of deliberating pain- Where to thou wish to take me.
2.07pm
Don’t meet me half way now…
Instead Come to where I’m at & once & for all- Answer regarding this pain, For I’m tired going on like this.
Later this message from Swami giving assurance,
Above link to message
Above link to message
Truly his form is Love!
1st February 2026
After a very, strenuous short walk…due to pain…
I had to literally drag myself home & unable to bear the draining energy, I simply crashed on the bed- Struggling to Breathe & gather strength!
i tell him- Please keep your feet upon my head,
So if i die- I’d rather die this way- with your feet touching my head- as the pain has got too unbearable Swami.
& by touch of thy feet - I can leave Peacefully…
So I imagine myself such, to help me go pass this moment.
But once again there are no planes or dimensions left where Swami is not there & makes his Presence seen,
He shows me- His feet, which ive kept on my head- In Oneness flows & become a part of my body & it all turns into one fluid motion of Energy…
Then i clearly hear his Voice saying- “It’s my body, It’s my body, It’s my body”,
“We are One, There’s no separation- We are One, We are One, We are One!!!”
9.18am
That Swamis feet- As we Perceive are no longer outside - Nor seen as separate- distinct from mine, Nor different from any other form for that matter- He shows All are One-body of God!
For most these may seem as only words- But the Enormity of this Truth is in the Experience.
The threads are no longer bound into a form of a body- they’ve loosened & all flow as fluid energy of God.
The mind that thought itself as some limited kerchief is absorbed into the mindless form of God!
9.24am
Tell me Where Swami is Not…
Since 11am today afternoon-
His Voice within kept saying-
“There are 17 tumours”,
this voice is akin to how the poems are given- Where until the words aren’t noted down, they keep echoing endlessly within my conscience. 12.58pm
Just yesterday afternoon i wrote to him-
Don’t meet me half way now…
Instead Come to where I’m at & once & for all- Answer regarding this pain, For I’m tired going on like this.
& then today, he gives this message regarding how far damage is there upon my body due to lupus.
Swami you have to give a sign regarding these 17 tumours- if this is what you wish to include. Because your word is Final. None can Overrule it!
As I’m done being Overruled in life!!!
& I’m not going to Subject myself anymore
to any test, as I would earlier on behest of doctors…
Where Nothing would show-up & then being subjected to A Constantly Scrutiny.
For medical science ain’t that advanced as Sai-ence; So Now you make the way!
1.08pm
Swami if you’ve said such a big thing- then the Sign too has to be Big enough that can’t be Overruled!
I Believe you- But if you’re going to make me share this…
Then the sign has to be tangible enough & not just subtle as inner-voice.
2.21pm
Later Baba sends this message to my above feelings…
Swami, Who am i to Surrender…When it’s your body…Your Heart, Your Mind….
Yes thou Art All Pervading as you showed in yesterdays experience …that it’s your body, heart, mind.
Swami sends this message to include as he’s Standing with Shesha Sai in the backdrop to give the message of Universality of Love!
Above link to post
The water drop no longer exists by its own,
For the Ocean has Swallowed it Whole,
This Body is Body of God…
This Heart is His Dwelling place…
This Soul is woven in His Breath…
& the Mind No Longer thinks…Decides Or makes plans…
The thought is Given…The story is Already written, Now My Beloved Shall Reach Out to Show-
“It’s Already Done!!!”
Because the words came from a place of Heart- Where No thought is born!
6.34pm
Swami, Again I’ve taken the first step based on my Belief that it is you who’s answered me from within…regarding tumours, By going ahead & posting this chapter,
But now you have to do the remaining by giving a sign!
& immediately from within - “Chala Santhosham Bangaroo”
7.11pm
2nd February 2026
i guess…it’s too much to ask God to meet you, Where you’re at. Because Swami hasn’t given signs regarding the tumours yet….
1.00am
Now you’ll hand it over to me- Everything!
1.05am
later this message from him
Where there is Oneness, There’s No Struggle Beloved!
7.12am
Thy Heart within mine Breathes Coco- Thank you for keeping me the way you did- For Loving me through Vulnerabilities of life’s pain. Thy tears soft lay upon my soul & mine you’ve woven them into
“A Gratitude of Love!”
9.39am
Yesterday late night post 10.30pm,
Swami intuitively inspired me to paint this work of Mother Gayatri.
Ive used the actual photograph of Gayatri Maa’s idol, that one can see in the Gayatri temple in Parthi,
& Given the beautiful way Mother is adorned,
i wanted to keep the image as it is,
So i collaged the picture in the painting.
Later Swami sent this video of his Darshana
Above link to the post
& especially this video he sent today
Above link to the post
Where Beloved Swami is sprinkling the holy water during Dasara celebrations.
And the song too is of Praising the Divine mother…
For Swami to send this post my way- today,
Given that i just shared Gayatri Maas painting again shows that Mother has already sent her Blessings!
Again this video here is Swami materialising Hiranyagarbha lingam- Which again he sent as an assurance for healing- Given this picture of Swami with the lingam was widely shared.
The Hiranyagarbha Lingam(Golden Cosmic Egg) was materialised by Swami on May 5, 1991, describing it as the "Cosmic Seed of Creation" representing the Divine Trinity. Devotees believe this sacred, golden-colored lingam symbolizes the primordial source of the universe and holds immense spiritual power for healing physical and spiritual ailments Swami,
this work can only be taken ahead, Once you fully answer regarding the tumour’s…Where & are they something to be concerned about… Though i have no fear in me. With the kind of pain i live day in & out- There’s No Fear of death…
Just that I’m tired of continuing this way. So you decide where you wish to take this work, Until then I’ll be Quiet!
4.23pm
Later messages from Beloved
& then he sends an example of how this photograph of the Hiranyagarbha lingam, materialised by Swami,
saved a child & brought him back to life.
Baba knows the pain I’m in, hence he’s sending messages to Assure & Uplift me…
Above link to the post with an assurance that he walked ahead of me through these storms
Above link to the post, here Ganesha- Vighnaharta Aarti
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