Heart Of God (continue part 6)

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21st February 2026

Swami if you can’t give me the answer regarding what was the vision you gave me yesterday early morning & even answer regarding this cancer what stage & regarding the swelling on my throat then there’s no point to anything…

& just this endless wait…With Nothing reallly making sense anymore… For what is the Heart of God, if we aren’t even Near & Dear???

12.51am

3am

Vision- Swami- he’s seated down, While he’s embraced me as a little baby, a young child towards his bosom…holding me close to him.

And rocking me that way for a long, long time, As i feel his embrace within.

Vision ends

i was awake until early morning, tried panting on iPad too, as i couldn’t sleep, the pain is unbearable & has gotten out of hand. I guess Swami knows & hence this Vision. Even though I had earlier prayed to Swami for Punch- the macaque, who has gone viral as his mother abandoned him after he was born & since nurtured by the zoo keepers in Japan.

That Swami you please hug him & give him a family.

And when in the Vision Swami shows he’s embracing me- I tell him, “No, Please embrace Punch”

these are some of the heart-breaking videos of Punch being abandoned by his mother & even bullied by other monkey.

Miss Shivani Rani..✨ on Instagram: "Left alone by his own , but finding peace in a silent friend!🎀✨❤️🐒 #love #trendingnow #explore #viralvideos #viralreels"

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megha on Instagram: "Abandoned Baby Macaque Finds Comfort in Plush Toy; At Ichikawa City Zoo, Panchi, a tiny Japanese macaque abandoned by his mother at birth, found comfort in the most unexpected way. Above link to post

Hand-raised by devoted keepers, he struggled to fit into the lively troop, often anxious and withdrawn.

A soft orange orangutan plush became his surrogate mother, offering warmth and security whenever fear overwhelmed him. Clutching it tightly, he slowly built confidence.

Now, with an older monkey gently protecting and grooming him, Panchi explores more bravely.

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Upon seeing this picture this is what i felt… that even Swami cries seeing his children’s in pain- be it humans or animals.

O He took my tears…& made them His

When God cries- His tears too are for Protection & Upliftment of His Child.

Whilst he turns the salt of our tears- into “Nectar-Divine”, flowing from his eyes

So even Pain turns into A Blessing;

Upon the touch of His Light!

Yes, When God cries then those tears too are shed Only in love for his devotee…

For He knows naught;

“to ask for himself”,

Other than to Grace His Child with

“All of His Blessings!!!”

9.00am

Meresai Baba on Instagram: "“हमेशा मेरी ताक़त बनने के लिए शुक्रिया,

हमेशा मेरा ख़याल रखने के लिए शुक्रिया,

और हर हालात में, हर परिस्थिति में मेरा साथ देने के लिए शुक्रिया।”

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There’s An Unseen Grace of God that’s holding me & Protecting me, i may Never Understand- Why he wishes to keep Silent & Not Reveal, How all he’s been saving me- But i know he has been- For i know for sure the way this pain has turned such- that, i may not make through it. If Not for His Will & Grace! I know he’s kept me here! & i pray He doesn’t hold back in sharing how his love alone has saved me multiple times.

I hope he does consider me- As His Near & Dear to share with me this. That i truly am the Heart of his dwelling. That’s All i ask from you my Beloved Baba!!!! 5.31pm.

Something has shifted into a difficult turn with the way I’m in pain. I still feel Babas embrace upon my soul-after the morning Vision

But since morning the pain has gone worse. Like he’s held me here- for some reason as the scalp is burning in inflammation on all trigger points & i know- if Not for Him-

“i sure won’t make it!!!”

Though it’s evening now- i still sense his embrace!

5.40pm

& Whilst I finished writing the above & trying to upload, Swami sent this video- that Punch was not only accepted by an older monkey, who groomed him, but even made friends.

So He did answer my prayer & embraced Punch as well!