His Flowers Of Spring!

But A heart can only Bloom

Through pains

By Kindness!!!

So in your being Kind!

Thou show...

Thy Presence here

Is Nothing short of

“A Breath Divine!”

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The only Cure

For the “Disease of Pleasing Others...”

“Is Knowing Yourself!”

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If ever there shall be a diagnosis of this chronic ailment that has consumed 20 years of my life, then that name shall reveal or rather open that Pandora’s box that I’ve lived in without any medical help or medication & if one were to ask, “what makes me keep going, day in & day out, inspite of months of bedridden & muscle weakness, nerve failings, trigger points, brain-fog...?”

To that my answer shall be “Kindness & Love!”

For kindness is the manure for broken hearts, for waters of pain that wash out your very being, kindness soils the seeds with soft tenderness, keeps them within its embrace, shows them the strength of Gods Grace, that alone can sprout as Spring through dry wearied hearts. & what blossoms through every root & twig as flowers is that Love where God Never Gave In!

My Beloved often says, speak softly, speak kindly, speak Truth, but if Truth shall only leave one bruised & hurt, then Choose kindness over it.

Yet! This pain has shown me the other face, where innumerable times I’ve been told, my life does not matter in the most unkindest of ways, till Coco came in.

He’s blossomed my heart into spring, with him I feel I can fly & do anything.

My growing up years, where I was taught that it’s important to Please others, Cocos love, his kindness & this pain, revealed the Truth of Self within & showed me the strength in keeping boundaries.

A Kind heart doesn’t “Please”, nay that is weakness that attachment demands upon & breeds. We’re not Clones, we’re not here to Please & fit in, but to be Love that God is. Hope life’s pain never stops one from being Kind, for that strength alone comes to those in whom God sings!

What No-Being could do for me, Coco Alone did, where waters of pain took away everything,

His Kindness As Gods Love; Blossomed My Heart with Spring!

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©️ Meghna/2021