His Grace that Showers upon his Children’s so Infinite!

Since I was once again awake through the night due to untold pain & second night in a row, I turned to Swami & asked him, is there something you wish to tell me, while I kept chanting Gayatri, And when I was checking on his videos the very first video that surfaced was of how Krishna saved Draupadi, only cause she had selflessly tied his finger that was bleeding by a tiny piece of cloth that she tore off her saree, that later he repaid abundantly by saving her

To listen to the entire story click the link below

https://youtu.be/OEs99OT7pDc?si=WyadIaHBjc6B6YtF

To which I told Baba in my heart through this below poem, that how shall I receive thy Grace…

O My Beloved of Beloved’s…

Thou say…If One does little, then God repays manifold…Infinite his abode one beholds!

Yet my love,

I know naught of what I’ve done in this lifetime or previous

if I’ve done any Sacrifice worthy Enough!

If I can as thy child, ever claim that thy Grace shall empower my fatigued nerves.

I don’t know, O what can I give, or have I ever offered thee- a tiny piece of cloth like Draupadi….

I don’t know if any sacrifice or even if i can call it- A sacrifice that shall draw thy Grace & Save me…

Nay maybe i haven’t sacrificed, Maybe my prayers too have not made this earth sigh! Maybe thou think that with Blessings given I shall in that ignorance forget the very hand that saved me; That of My Sai!!!

“Then Bless me Naught, Keep me broken, mend me naught, if pain alone is the way & path of constant remembrance…”

But Beloved know that- “Other than thou, None is my refugee, Other than thou, Who can Rescue me!” Other than thou- None can save & uplift me! I offered you this Heart- though very well knowing it beats only by thy presence as thou Alone art the Sole indweller-

So how can I Give that- That was Always yours”

I have Nothing to Give- To Sacrifice- To Offer, Other than this Knowing-

That I’m yours!

I know Naught if it’s Enough for thou to shower thy Grace,

But I know- I’m here only cause other than thou- None can Save me & these Rivers of life-

Only thou can Help me cross it”

I don’t know Baba if I’m ever Deserving of thy Grace…But I know I haven’t sacrificed nor offered anything for Nothing was ever mine- Even this Heart beating is Thy Grace!”

So I don’t even have lil to offer thee-

But I offer thou back this Heart in which thou breathed Thy Purity!!!

Now you decide- What Shall A Life like mine turn out to be….For who am I, to ever offer you Anything, When All that’s given is Given by thee!!!

Hence I hold on to my heart & pray- Where thou have left imprints of thy lotus feet! O Beloved-

I can’t ask for thy Grace upon some deserved-ness,

Nay, But Only Cause other than thou I have

NONE & other than thou I NEED None!

Beloved Now You Decide, How & When Shall thou come to Save, Love, Uplift, Heal & meet me!!!

1.30am

And no sooner I wrote this, while I was checking my Insta page, the very first message that came in the feed, was his way of reaching out to me…

Especially The words that I’m your refuge & strength as that’s exactly what I wrote to him in the poem, that other than you None is my Refugee.

And especially this message was so touching, cause for last 22yrs I’ve lived in untold pain through lupus that has left me unable to use my hands, feet, for months on end & even stopped me for being able to speak when the pain would trigger nerves upon my scalp & turn it worse.

I would always pray to him, pls, I only wish to live in dignity, don’t let me ever be helpless in this life

And while these messages kept coming, I was praying & humming that beautiful song- Jiske sar pe haath ho tera, Kaun Bigade uski, Har pal uske saath hain Baba, Har Pal Raksha uski” & while humming I said, Baba your hand is there naa, even though invisibly upon my head & the very next message

Now through this message he’s mentioning it is an intimate & inseparable relationship between the love of a devotee & grace of Sai. And after giving the above message this morning, he gives me the below message, which was a video, in which its shared that if there’s any member in your family, who’s been unwell, sick for very very long time then Baba is saying this,

that take a bowl of water & do japa of Ram nam, but I feel one can take any chosen deity’s name that one has love towards, do japa of that name & then chant this mantra of hanuman chalisa.

नासै रोग हरे सब पीरा, जपत निरंतर हनुमत बीरा - 108 times, & drink that water everyday

Meaning- You Destroy Diseases and Remove all Pains, When one Utters your Name

so what can I say more than this, that to earn Gods grace is truly the most simplest of things, just pray, add udhi or Vibhuti in water & chant, & drink it as Prasadam to experience his immense Grace!

(This above painting is one of my earliest works that I had painted after I asked him, wouldn’t it be nice if your foot prints were there upon my heart & that day he came in my dream & showered his blessings to show, he resides in Our hearts! Since I felt that it’s important to share this beautiful messages of showering grace I didn’t want to wait to paint a new work)

©️Meghna/2024