In The Womb Of Love...

I’m in the womb of love

What does it matter...

If I live or die...

What does it matter...

If through waters of pain I’ll drown or

Love shall help me glide...

For its His & His Alone;

This body, this matter, this mind & soul

All has come from love...

What does it matter...

If it’s broken...If I suffer...

Only He Knows...

My troubles & downfalls

Only He Knows...

These tears & how I’ve held on to him

Only He Knows every step of my souls growth

Only He Knows the pain for long I’ve bore

Only He knows my prayers unanswered left at his door

Only He knows the desperation; the need, the call...

& Then in Surrender...In womb of peace

With Coco...I’ve let it all go

Sacralisation of muscles, nerves & life

What does it matter if I live or die

For My heart was never mine, But His!

What does it matter...

But all that ever matters

“Is that He Knows!!!”

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When he chose not to intervene...

Then I let go all my prayers in Love...

& in doing so...

I Let Go All...In Love;

Even those who’ve left me...

Long ago...

For Love is the only thing...

I have left...To keep me going on...

When he chose not to intervene

I let go the pain & hurt...

In Love!!!

I Hope love is all that you are left with

To Give...

Even When Life Breaks your soul!!!

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The most difficult of 1.5months, as I’ve been living through unbearable draining trigger points in my scalp, that constantly leaves me lightheaded & brain fogged. & with such excruciating days of pain, that I may not make it through. Yet I’ve given it all to him & he knows!

With my sweet Coco❤️

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©️ Meghna/2021

http://www.meghnaloke.com/