“OUR COCO”

How can one share one’s silence, is it defined by the creases that lay on one’s empty bed, Or in Tears that cascaded as a waterfall through a fortress that for long one held- As My Beloved Sai reached out, When the pain of loosing coco, inconsolably made me weep- “Aise Nahin Rona”, Meaning don’t cry like this, For I can feel your pain, right here-pointing to his heart, within…”

Yes Pain is Gods Gift, For it washes you out. It’s a gift that only your heart can bear, for even though Pain is universal, yet each one’s burden is theirs alone to care. It’s like letting the roots of that weight grow deep within, that shall one day, shoot up as a prayer, that God tilled your hearts soil, so earth to his heavens, As Trees-Sing.

That pain shall always be yours to carry, for if you’ll uproot it’s root then it shall forget to blossom in flowers & leaves. Yes through that silence, When the season comes, Share it’s fruits that have ripened from the fragrance of Beloveds touch.

Maybe we’re not truly here to “share pain”, that God gave unto us as his gift, But to share the sweetness of flowers & fruits that lay bejewelled upon its branches & twigs. For one can never let the roots be uprooted; that in one’s hearts silence, Alone shall give life to a tree.

You may partake its flowers & fruits, Whilst mine is to grow in silence of roots & carry this pain that’s mine Alone to carry.

That Day- on 21st March 2023, When I wept inconsolably, Missing Coco

Once My Beloved Sai, Came in my dream, maybe a month ago & showed me, He’s Petting Coco, Cocos physical body wasn’t there, But his Essence was & my Sai was petting him lovingly, Saying- “Our Coco”

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©️Meghna/2023