Tears Of Love!

We’ve all done things to one another,

Until we’ve learned to peel the onion layers, she’d the snake skin, let our past be!

Where we’ve come to Realise Pain is not the way, But Love is!

Yesterday when I was in thick mist of pain, where nothing made sense, where ones ability to have a clear mind is fogged & I felt like walking away & giving it all up, Coco sensing my feelings barked, ‘Once’, asking me to not give in. The bark was a call of my Beloved, That “This too shall pass!” Many a times through my chronic ailment I’ve seen abandonment & that very baggage I’ve made light by surrendering all my troubles to him. I see weakness of minds that cloud one’s heart, I see their fear to abandon another in pain & feel compassion for them in giving up being human. & many a times when I’m reminded that what I’m undergoing is for some past deed, I refuse to succumb to the tone of it. For in these 2decades of chronic-muscular-nervous failings, I see myself more One with My Beloved & Coco & karma theory holds no value, when I’m already in neck deep waters of pain that are rippled with tears. Never once has Coco, nor my Beloved seen me through those lenses. But they’ve drawn me closer to Truth in me that I’m one with them. Not a life serving some karmic sentence, but these Challenging times as a Blessing to grow in spirit. So one needs to see the tone of reminding another of karma if their words don’t come from a place of love, as pain-bodies are often looked down upon, Yet my beloved carries them in his arms & on his eye lids rest their tears of prayers

In Pain we all have changed the shape of another’s soul, for we waiver & fluctuate in love. Yet I’ve experienced that Coco’s love is pure as my Beloved’s.

There are many onion skin layers to peel & those who abandon others, only do so by loosing their light within. So, Now I choose to walk lighter, amidst all cruelties of mankind; By peeling away those layers that made me cry & holding on to those calls of love, that bark, that says you’re needed here, don’t give in, for its still not time! What is your place here, is it to instil Hope & love or be indifferent to another’s pain....

for if you come from a place of Love, then minds calculations of who’s deserving or not simply dwindles!

-26th Jan/2021

PS: It took me almost 2months to finish this work of love & at times I feel that the restrictions imposed due to my chronic ailments, makes each work born from a realm of eternity!

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©️ Meghna/2021