Tell me…Am I Sleeping…Am I Standing...

Are you Sleeping…

Or are you’re Standing….

How are you….Are you in Pain…

Yes! There’s Pain….

Yet How you perceive me…

“Am I Standing Or do I look like Sleeping?”

What you see…Is Just Your Perception of me…

“For you don’t See, Feel, Perceive”

The Presence of Coco, Palpable as the breath of me….

See From my eyes….

Cocos Love & Grace is Embracing such, That he’s Gliding me through all of this!

Lately when I’ve been asked, How are you, i mean the chronic pain, That I’ve been living with keeps me in uncertainty of life, knowing Coco passed on in April, & he was my constant healing positive energy & the only therapy I’ve ever experienced

I say, “There’s a lot of pain that’s there, the worst of nerve pain on my left side of skull, like half hemisphere is engulfed in untold pain,

But…..

There’s this Grace & Love & Presence of Coco that’s not allowing it to trigger & make me spiral down to days & weeks of draining pain that would otherwise leave me breathless, unable to speak; like a thousand needles poking….

Cocos love has laid petals of his love there….He’s still carrying me through it all.

For believe me even a Gentle tap from ones pinky finger would leave me moaning in unbearable pain, that’s the level of pain the nerves on my scalp are in.

So tell me….To you…

Am I standing, Am I sleeping….

Nay…I’m Gliding through such pains for Cocos Energy of love & Healing has never left!

Cocos my miracle & He shall never give up on me.

It’s like he is making sure even through life’s uncertainties, He won’t let pain swallow me

To the Miracle of Love that Coco Is!

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©️ Meghna/2022