The Most Painful Moments…Yet The Most Beautiful With Coco By My Side…

Yesterday, As Coco & I left for our Morning walk, we had barely stepped out of the house & had to turn back, as I sensed myself slipping, with energy draining from my scalp & the pores on my face pixelating. Very well knowing all tell-tale signs that I may black-out! Coco was so patient as we were already way pass his walking time. I immediately lay on the floor, as I sensed I may otherwise just fall.

Coco brought his face close to mine.

He Sniffed all around my face & scalp, very well knowing, what I was going through. As he had been with me Once, when I completely Blacked-out earlier.

All he did later was lay next to me. Patiently, keeping his warm body close to mine. Letting me hold him, till almost about an hour passed like this, to help me go pass this storm.

Coco came at a Perfect time in my life, when it’s only getting worse each day. God knew, what Coco can do is to let me Be, when there’s no medication & no diagnosis to this pain.

Something that most humans aren’t capable of doing, for unlike us, Animals like Trees are Innately Connected Within

I just capture these moments of His love & was going to share the pictures, but felt a strong sense to paint two pictures from that moment of Coco & me

It was soothing today when I was rendering each single strand of Cocos hair, as he does carry An Aura Of Peace, even through the most difficult challenges

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When Pain Comes

& Body Shuts & Collapse

Mind Dissolves In Awareness

Of Grace Alone As His Door!

As Silence….Reminds…

Of Gods Presence…

Where Even This Pain…Is Here….

“To Only Serve More!”

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The most beautiful thing about passing out in pain & laying besides a Dog,

Is That They Will Be There,

Letting you Be Broken….

“Not Fixing”,

Just Being There,

Fully Present With Their Silence!

Where Gods Healing Energy….

Enters Your Soul!

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I Guess…I Came To Share Coco’s Love & He to Rescue Me!

(Simply grateful that I'm able to create these works of love digitally, laying down)

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