For Coco

It took more than a month to finish this work of love. It’s a pastel rendering on vellum paper- 42”x34”This work is an expression of Cocos love that kept me going on through lupus pain. My body kept shutting while painting & once again the pain has been radiating down my leg, Reminding me how even after Cocos passing the colour palette of my life is an energy of his undying love

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Everything has its place as lines Blur, Where Darkness holds its Value as much as Hope! Where Right Nor Wrong Exist & Mind is Swallowed in Love. Where Presence emanates Light that Alone Is & Pain alone could have woven for you Those Lightening Wings! Right in the Place of Heart- Where Coco dwells, Where yellows & pinks that his presence in my life still emanates Dwindles & caresses the undertones of my ground- the browns & tears born out of pain, held a Sea of Blue. Yet in this sinking, dying of minds & revealing of hearts, Everything that happens to us- is truly Beautiful!

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When body dies through winters & Heart Blossoms Colours of Spring, That is how My Beloved, My Gurus Kiss within my heart feels! As Cocos yellows shimmer on light spread of Gold, blossoms into pinks & hues of sap greens, My sinking ground holds! To remind one- True Love Never Leaves. Meet me there in this space of heart, Where only Love Exist, For if there’s any death still left to die in me, Then thou shall find me At My Beloveds lotus feet!

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©️Meghna/2023